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Is it a crime?
To be lost in time,
because of his eyes.
Your mind shuts down,
all you can think about is,
how beautiful he is right now.
How the light glimmers of his skin,
like an angel,
making you want to commit a sin.
His smile stops your heart,
when his hand gently brushes against your face,
its like a restart.
You start to think should i kiss him?
Or stay frozen like a rock,
shining like a diamond put on the ring finger,
of a girl who has found her love,
and first kiss.
For this story you shall never forget,
and that boy you will never miss.
You turn on the TV,
what do you see?
A world,
a lie,
not a reality but a lost dream.
So you stay frozen,
you realize its raining,
when a drop trickles down your face,
and into the street.
It runs with the many others,
into the river and out to the sea.
Not following its dreams,
but following the flow.
So I forbid myself to be pulled down stream.
This isnt a dream and this isnt in your mind,
open your eyes so you can find that he swam back up stream,
realizing his destiny,
finding his heart and setting his feelings free.
To love again,
to dream,
to trust,
to open your heart,
yes it is hard but,
it never was a walk in the park.
Dont you see this isnt some gushy love show from TV,
but my reality.