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Inside this world where nothing is right. Everything that I knew was good is now wrong. I stay awake each night. Thinking how I'm so ******** up. Why I'm so ******** up. Slowly loosing my sanity. My social life. My happiness. The thrill of being young




Friendship was the kind of thing that was suppose to help people. Not make them feel horrible.
It seems like all friends are for now is to make you cry.
All of them.
They don't know that what they say effects you greatly.
So much that you resent yourself.
They point out every flaw you have as if to prove they're better than you.
Friends were suppose to adore eachothers flaws.
Thats why I adored their's.
Thats why they're my friends. Because of they're flaws.
But now that I think about it. Why am I they're's?
Because I was the first one to talk to them and willing to be friends with them?
Or because who I used to be best friends with?
I know for a fact what friendship is. And this isn't it.
What can I do?
I could never yell at anyone.
Especially my friends.
So I'm going to be a true friend.
And take you're s**t.
And let you point out my every flaw.
Because someday I'll be able to point out you'rs.
And make you feel as horrible as I felt.
No..
It wouldnt happen like that.
I would take it for the rest of my life.
Until I get to move away from this disgusting place.
And I leave all my memories behind.
I want to leave them behind, because all there dwells is pain.










Tasmai
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    Rorigin
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    commentCommented on: Fri Aug 15, 2008 @ 02:11pm
    I know I haven't been around for a while.
    But I'm still here.
    This isn't about me..is it?
    I hope not.
    I only wanted to make you happy Tas.


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