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I want to tell him how much I care
I want him to feel the way I do
I want him know everything
I want to hold him close to me

Whenever I try I can't tell him
Whenever I try he never feels
Whenever I try to explain to him it doesn't work
Whenever I try to hold him he doesn't hold me back

This makes me frustrated
This makes me angry
This makes me hopeless
This makes me sad

Maybe if I try harder
Maybe if I were sweeter
Maybe if I talked more
Maybe if I were like him

What if I were heartless
What if I were cold
What if I stopped caring
What if I left him alone

Would he notice the change
Would he start to worry
Would he feel like me
Would he notice at all