I'm sick and tired of being the person to be put in charge! I am tired of it, and yet i can't help it sometimes. Someone very wise and very close to me put it this way:
"You have a whole bunch more talent than
working and McDonald's. It was fine, but you are a whole lot smarter and
more capable. That is why... my dear, you walk into a room and folks put
you in charge. The blessing and curse of being smart and capable."
The search for a job is going no where. But I am happy to report that my mom found a job! YAY! Or rather a job found my mom. Either way she is working and is happy.
I feel like my brain and heart have stopped talking again. It's like i can't breath. The reality of everything is finally setting in i think. I can't help the way i feel.
I have 20 days left. 20 days and I'll have done it. Yesterday was hard. I was very very very close to having to start over again. I've made it one day more. I'm going for one more. and then another, and another, and another, till i make it the wole way.
this probably does not make much sense. do i care, not so much.
Kristinamjs Community Member 
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