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Our Love and The Tree Stump




The snow fell on my bare skin like cold feathers as i reminisced the memories of that faithful winter day. Images still vivid in my mind as the emotions were still felt. The cold was something I can take; but her leaving me was not.

As the foot prints disappeared slowly on the blanket of snow, I saw the same big old tree we used to see other at. That fully grown tree, shading us from the heat of the sun, from the coldness of the rain, from the big cruel world before us, is now nothing but a big useless stump.

And a tear fell from my tired eyes. My eyes tired of seeing the truths of life. Truths that hurt and kill us slowly. And i realized that, from the very beginning I was living in a world full of lies.

The truth was deprived from me, the truth that all good things must come to an end. And now it came as a silent killer.

I once thought that our story would end happily, but then you decided to go on without me.

And bit by bit I saw our love story crash before my eyes. And the dark shadows of the world started to eat me alive. I entered a world I never knew of -- the world of pain and misery.

Now I stand before the stump. Like our love, I was once a witness of this tree's beauty, but now it's nothing more of a big worthless stump - the memory of what was once a blossoming tree.






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Moonlight_Dancero9
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commentCommented on: Fri Aug 01, 2008 @ 10:36am
Very good 3nodding
though, I think you should proofread a little :]


commentCommented on: Fri Aug 01, 2008 @ 12:25pm
thanks..
believe me..
i can do better than that..
lol...
just kidding.....



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commentCommented on: Fri Aug 01, 2008 @ 12:45pm
Show off crying


commentCommented on: Fri Aug 01, 2008 @ 12:54pm
lol..
not really..
i was just stating... facts..
ahahahah!!!!!!
kidding...



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commentCommented on: Fri Aug 01, 2008 @ 01:09pm
Facts my arse xd
just kissing!

I meant *kidding redface redface
hahahaha.
lmao.


commentCommented on: Fri Aug 01, 2008 @ 01:18pm
eek
kissing........



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commentCommented on: Fri Aug 01, 2008 @ 01:19pm
Gosh.
guys don't know the meaning of jokes anymore rolleyes


commentCommented on: Fri Aug 01, 2008 @ 01:20pm
lol..
i was just kidding.........
lol...



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commentCommented on: Fri Aug 01, 2008 @ 01:26pm
daamn, you got me this time! x3


commentCommented on: Sat Aug 02, 2008 @ 11:49am
lol..............
okay.,...
yay!!!! blaugh
i got you......
lol...... heart heart



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commentCommented on: Sun Aug 03, 2008 @ 04:06pm
..you always do heart


commentCommented on: Sun Aug 03, 2008 @ 04:09pm
lol......
i know..
because i'm sooo adorable..
lol..

ewwwwww........
can't believe i just called myself adorable..
ick!



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commentCommented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 01:06am
hahaha.
Karma XD
-pat pat-

you are, anyways! 4laugh
hahaha.


commentCommented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 05:17am
lol..
aww..
thanks..
though i dont like being called adorable..
i'd prefer cute actually..
lol.....
ily!!!
^^



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commentCommented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 09:48am
ahaha. your flattery amuses meee >w<
lmao xD!
Nah, more like aDORKable
hahahah.
[now, I laughed there xD!!!]

Aww <(^_^< wink !
Ily too ♥...
=)


commentCommented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 01:30pm
stare
i take back what i said about loving you...
stare


lol....



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commentCommented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 02:38pm
-laughs with joy of irritating you-
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I'm unloved!
-goes to single club-
bwehehehe.
xD
now I have a chance to go!


commentCommented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 02:42pm
lol.....
okay..
okay...
i once again take back what i said!!!!
i can't stand not being stupid with you..
lol......
if love is stupid then...
i stupid you too much!!!!!!



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commentCommented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 02:50pm
I stupid you too much xD
LOL!
what the hell planet do you come from?
where do you get all these jokes??!
xd
you're freaking making my tummy hurt of laughter!!
-applauds-
=)

Well, nevertheless, I stupid you more!
-sticks tongue out-


commentCommented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 02:54pm
yay!!
someone laughed at crappy joke lol..
if that was a crappy joke..
then the person that laughs at it is crappier??
lol..

kidding...
no, i stupid you even more...



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commentCommented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 02:56pm
Yeah.
yeah.
I GET IT.
I'm crappier!
rolleyes

Nuuu!
You can't change what I said.
I stupid you more and you know it!
hmph! talk2hand


commentCommented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 03:00pm
lol..
okay..
don't worry..
i find crappiness attractive in a girl...
lol........
don't worry........
i still stupid you even if you are the crappiest person in the world......



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commentCommented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 03:02pm
aww, that's the sweetest thing anyone has said to meee ._.
not!
haha. just kidding.
Gaaawd, I love teasing you [O:

Go team crappy! lol!
C-R-A-P-P-uhhh... uhhh... I? xD


commentCommented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 03:08pm
crying

lol......
it's okay..
i don't mind......
being teased by a crappy person....
lol.....



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commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 11:05am
-hugs-
let our crappiness unite =3
Duun craai D;


commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 12:10pm
i won't..
lol..
dun worry..
*hugs*
do i get chocolate??



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commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 12:12pm
As much as you want >♥<!


commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 12:18pm
yay!!
lol..
i've been having a lot of sugar rushes this week..
and i think it's a bad sign..
i eat chocolate when i feel bad and depressed..
crying



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commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 12:23pm
Aww.
So, you're depressed....
-hugs tightly-
what's wrong? sad


commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 12:32pm
crying ..
hugs..
i'll tell you...
i'm emo-ish lately.......



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commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 12:35pm
-cries along with you-
I have been too, maybe I know what you feel...
but I won't say I do, because I know you could be feeling much worse...
Just let it all out on me if you want...
accept your feelings and get them done with. Don't deny them...
and once you've let them out, try forgetting what happened and move on....


commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 12:41pm
well..
i guess it's not a big as your problem..
i'm just getting jealous...
of her new guy..
ahh..
never mind me.....
and my friends have been blowing me off...



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commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 12:44pm
Ah, I see. Jealousy... my buddy...
When I see someone with my friends,
I can't help but get really jealous... that's why my friend told me to control myself, 'cause she said I might be snarling if I saw my boyfriend with someone else.. [if I had one ><"]
But just think about her happiness... if you love her, seeing her happy should make you happy as well. So think of it in this way; you're sacrificing your happiness for hers...


commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 12:45pm
well..
i guess it's not a big as your problem..
i'm just getting jealous...
of her new guy..
ahh..
never mind me.....
and my friends have been blowing me off...



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commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 01:02pm
Ah, I see. Jealousy... my buddy...
When I see someone with my friends,
I can't help but get really jealous... that's why my friend told me to control myself, 'cause she said I might be snarling if I saw my boyfriend with someone else.. [if I had one ><"]
But just think about her happiness... if you love her, seeing her happy should make you happy as well. So think of it in this way; you're sacrificing your happiness for hers...


commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 01:07pm
yesh!!
i know!!
i have been oing that for a long time..
but still you can't really help it..
and well it wasn't really purely jealousy..
she sorta used me as a band-aid so i'm also emo-ish about that.,...



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commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 01:11pm
She used you...
this is the exact reason why I hate girls, you know..
I can't believe I am one... I mean, not physically... but the way I think.
I think worms are cool =) okay, that was random -___-;;
well, girls can be a reeeaaal pain in the neck, but you gotta love us...
anyways.
She used you to heal her wounds? Hmm, I think it's because girls really seek comfort, sometimes they... [we] can't help but find comfort in the wrong places...
It's mostly her fault, by not taking responsibility of her emotions, but maybe it just hurt her too much as well.


commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 01:17pm
uhh..
i don't think you helped by emphasizing on the word "used"..
was sorta avoiding that...
well anyways i'm on the process of getting over..
i wish..
well..
i just wish she could be happy with whoever she is with now..
and thanks for the sympathy...
i don't think worms are cool..
some are, but not the icky, yucky, canal ones...



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commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 01:23pm
I'm sorry for emphasizing it...
it's just that I am a straight-forward person to those I'm close to [most of the time]
so yeah, sorry crying
...
Just think that she is happy.
And it's high school, most NORMAL people like fooling around sometimes... [I understand how they feel this, although I don't feel it o.o] So, maybe you could try and understand that it happened for a reason. I bet you've learned what real sadness is... you know what it feels like now, and maybe next time, you could choose the people you want to love better, because you know you want something serious, not just another fling....
Actually, Chelsea and I were talking about this a while a go... we both agree about flings--to us, they're just a waste of time.
So yeah.
Cheer up =)
Life goes on, no matter what and it's up to you to make it go by in a way you could never forget...


commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 01:28pm
lol..
okay..
okay..
you sound more matured than i do..
considering the fact that i am older than you..
lol.
well, i guess i get the best answers from younger people...



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commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 01:34pm
Haha.
Go YOUTH TEAM<33!
You are young, silly!
haha, if you say you're not, then we won't be on the same team!
Which we are!
-sticks to you- xd


commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 01:41pm
lol..
okay..
i am young..
i guess..
and now i see my big mistake..
i didn't ever think that i was..
because when you're young it's okay to be stupid..
now i blame myself too much for every mistake...
because i never thought that i was young..

way out of topic..
okay..
yeah..
i guess it's okay to be stupid and young at times..



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commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 02:33pm
Just because you're young, doesn't mean you're stupid.
Innocent, maybe.
But there is a difference between innocence and stupidity 3nodding
And people make mistakes, Nate... so will you, you just need to accept them and yourself =)


commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 02:37pm
lol..
yeah..
i know..
no need to tell me..
but the word stupid has some kind of charm on me....



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commentCommented on: Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 02:41pm
Haha, a charm?


commentCommented on: Sat Aug 09, 2008 @ 03:53am
yeah..
a charm..
i find that word quite lovable..
like the other words that has a charm on me..
ballistic, uniquely crazy, neon-casted pale shades, oblivion, and lunatic..
lol..



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commentCommented on: Sat Aug 09, 2008 @ 01:26pm
I think the word I like is...
hmm...
Celestial.
yeah >w< haha.


commentCommented on: Sat Aug 09, 2008 @ 01:28pm
lol..
hmm..
celestial..
it's sort of makes me think of greek gods..
lol..
and immortality, power and... what else??
hmmm.,...
and awesomeness..
lol......



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commentCommented on: Thu Aug 14, 2008 @ 05:36am
haha,
for some reason it makes me think of clouds and feathers and life after death o.o
hahaha XD


commentCommented on: Thu Aug 14, 2008 @ 10:50am
lol..
weird..
lol.......
and let us add sardine can-like classroom to that..
i have been using it quite often..
since it very much describes our classroom.



janyolski
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