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And here i am, holding my best friend, my six-stringed instrument. I play a song, dedicating it to you, hoping that somehow it'll reach your ears. I'm falling even more in love with you... Letting go of all i've held onto... I'm standing here until you make me move... I'm hanging by a moment here with you........ And the memories of that faithful day are still vivid in my mind. The day you said you loved me and that you'll never leave me. That faithful day, is now nothing but a mere memory, forgotten and set aside. I knew i was waiting for nothing, hoping for nothing, praying for nothing. And as the tears fall down, my lifeless soul, withering without your love, is falling deep into the depths. Will someone save me? ((lol, i'm not emo... i just feel like writing these things... and i know this entry sucks...))

Posted by: janyolski Sat Jul 26, 2008 @ 04:12am

Yes. I've been here since '07. lol

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Commented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 03:30am


	This entry does not suck at all... you should give more credit to yourself 3nodding

Commented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 04:12am


	well, it sucks now.. as i read it again.. lol.. i remember one time.. when humphrey broke up wth his 7 years gf.. he went to me and grabbed my guitar, and played this song and played "everything" after.. i was laughing at him.. but i was sympathizing him at the same time.. we are doofuses.. humphs and me..

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Commented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 03:04pm


	Haha, she broke up with him? or it didn't work for both? or he dumped her? or was it a silent break were it just stops without closure? was it violent? did he cry? I think he did.

Commented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 03:17pm


	actually, it was the girl who broke up.. if i got my facts straight... hmm.. yeah.. he did cry.. he was wailing!!!!!!!! gonk

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Commented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 03:25pm


	aww... sometimes when people cry, I can't handle myself, I tear as well T^T were you there? I mean, duh you were XD

Commented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 03:42pm


	lol.. yes.. me and two other people.. he was wailing.. i can't believe a 6 foot adult wailing.. well, can't blame him.. he loved the girl so much... hmmm..

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Commented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 04:08pm


	bad girl, baad. neutral why'd they break?

Commented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 04:13pm


	i dunno.. he never told me.. he didn't ever wanna talk about it after that... sad

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Commented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 04:28pm


	Oh I understand....

Commented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 04:31pm


	i tried asking but he just changed the subject.. i remember him coming very drunk to school and the principal got really angry at him... he's so stupid.. lol...

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Commented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 04:43pm


	ahahah I would have fired him, if I was the principal! xD

Commented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 04:48pm


	well eventhough he is very reckless.. i cannot deny the fact that he is a good teacher... he's good at everything he does.. he just has his stupid and weak moments at times.. lol..

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Commented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 04:56pm


	haha xd he sounds like it 3nodding what does he teach?

Commented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 05:01pm


	well he only teaches the newspaper staff.. he's sort of the adviser of the adviser of our staff.. lol.. and he is responsible for training us, writers... lol..

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Commented on: Sun Aug 17, 2008 @ 03:57am


	Ahh, I see. so he took up lit in college, right? most of them do! xd

Commented on: Sun Aug 17, 2008 @ 12:36pm


	no.. i don't think he took that up.. lmao.. i just realized i never asked him anything about his college life!!! i know mst of his high school life though.. and he studied his 4th year in my school.. lol,...

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Commented on: Mon Aug 18, 2008 @ 05:31am


	really?! eek tsk tsk tsk xd wait, I've never asked you what you wanted to take up in college... what do you wanna take up?

Commented on: Mon Aug 18, 2008 @ 10:34am


	uhh.. well.. since i want a lot of money.. anything that would make big bucks without even having to sweat.. lol.. i know.. i am lazy... loL... i want a job that requires my brains only.. xd

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Commented on: Mon Aug 18, 2008 @ 03:31pm


	Oh I see! But then, all your money wouldn't mean anything because you made no effort.... wouldn't that suck? having all the money but having no sense of fulfillment? ahaha... so I'm sensing business man here, ei?

Commented on: Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 05:22am


	actually.. if i had the money, i would have the fulfillment.. lol.. since money was what i wanted.. lol.. well, anyways... i dunno.. i'm sure what i want will change in the future.. sweatdrop

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