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my grammer is extremely bad i know, theres a sequal as well if anyone wants to see that too
YUKI
THE BELIEFS OF NEPHRIT
In Dublin at the strike of midnight, a person walked the streets of Grafton Street. If they had know what was about to strike would they have been afraid, probably not for it is not in the nature of humans to be afraid for the right reasons it is in the nature of humans to be afraid for the wrong reasons. But let’s start this grimace. Happy or not? Who knows and by the end you won’t care.

“Hello, I would say don’t be afraid- but please? Would you mind being afraid? I love the terror of human flesh.” The being said as they were holding the persons neck. As he said this the person noticed little cutis on there killers palms developing, from which little lizards came out with 6 rows of 6 teeth with lumpy dark red fluid dripping out of there mouths. It stained there gleaming teeth When a person sees there own death , they sadly don’t think about how good there life is, they think about how bad there life is and regret there existence, so you can say that death is a happy time because the persons existence is finally over. “I hope you have a family, he paused “do you, with its teeth smiling like the way there lizards were smiling. The persons heart wrenched at there smile. Then the person says in a choking voice “No, I don’t so there’s really no point in killing me. The being made a unhappy grimace and said “That’s a shame if you had a family then I would have given you a more painful death, then the being paused and gave a sickly smile “I’ll kill you horribly anyway, I was just curious if you had a family I would have killed them as well to spare them the feeling of dealing with your death, I was being nice I’m sure you think, I’m doing this for wrong reasons. But your world will be helped out later because of me .so you should thank me ………. Well I’m waiting, thank me! You little” before the being finished he thought to himself and relaxed. But there was no point in asking the person to thank them. For the person was already dead for the little lizards from the cuts in there palms had crawled out and killed the person with there 6 rows of 6 teeth. There mouths were foaming with a thick red fluid. But before the person died they thought why is it that god thought they deserved this kind of pain, but they were not unhappy they were simply being human, they were wondering.

” oh well. Were now one step closer to developing our plan” as the being said this they wondered why is it that they believed in this, a man came and said “did you do it” then with a look of sorrow in the beings eyes he said “yes” then the mad said while glancing at the bloody corpse “then let’s go, we finished are job and now were only 6 months from the world being turned right by” he paused and stared at the moon then turned again to speak and said “it will be completed, he proved it. Then the being said with a look of pure belief like no human ever could “if he succeeds then will we get it or will we be one of those” then the man said with pure rage “ what do you mean be one of those, he said he wouldn’t, so he won’t, now get that through your thick head, you plank, we will be one of his special kind, we won’t be one of those and if you even argue about that then you will be like that person you killed” then the being for the first time shouted at the man and uttered in a language not of yours called maldunn. This is the translated meaning of what he said “I didn’t kill that person, they did (narrator: they being the lizards in his hands), I can’t control them, I didn’t kill that person because I wanted to, I only killed that person because I was made to, killing is not a hobby to me. You may like killing but I don’t, just because I believe in him doesn’t mean I agree with him, I don’t think he’s right I’m only doing this because of the supposed gain in the future. I” before he finished the man said with calm anger “what do you mean supposed gain, we will gain it and if you have to kill then you might as well be happy about it, I’m an optimist so I will never not enjoy killing” he was interrupted by the being saying “until you are killed, you won’t enjoy it then, you’ll be like all the people you killed and do you really think your going to have a painless way out of this world, no one ever has a painless way out, if they did then they would never ever scream out in agony” since this sentence has just brought screaming up. I should probably say that when a person screams, why is it? Is it because they want someone to come and save them. Or is it because they want there killer to have one moment of pain before they are killed, or maybe it’s just because that’s all the person can do. Which ever it is, it is no use to scream, so when you read this and you feel like screaming because it is all you can do to, don’t there is no point now or when you die, if you are going to scream then it should be because you want someone, perhaps your killer, to suffer for your killing by paining there ear drums assuming they have actual ear drums, then screaming is good or bad whatever you believe. Let this story of your peril continue. Oh, yes, I forget to say this story is not about the beings peril…. It s about yours.

This being I am talking about is called aizen.
Hello, I am the narrator of this book. My name is important but to you it will mean nothing. But before I start I must say not to warn, simply to say that this book will either have the people you believe to be good, make you despise them, or the people you believe to be evil turn from a light wind into a tornado of torment and hatred. but whichever you choose. How the world is run by your believed evil or believed good, will not matter for the world does not choose it’s leaders by who is good and evil, however much you want to believe that the world chooses it’s leaders by who is willing to do the most for their beliefs and who is willing to fight the most for there beliefs. This is why peace makers will never succeed, because they are rarely willing to fight. It is never about good or evil and it never will be.

The man I am talking about is called kimimaru. He is the one who talked aizen into doing what he does. How he did it, he offered what aizen most desired ,to be like everybody else, what aizen does not realise is that even if he does succeed and he does turn back to his believed normal he will not be normal because he will still have killed and he will still be inhuman, not because he has killed humans, but because he did not hate himself while he was killing humans. Every human regrets killing in some way while they are killing, whether it will show or not. But aizen did not regret killing the human, he only regretted afterwards. But the show must go on until the fat lady sings.

“you and I are the reason for all the screaming and all the suffering, and if ‘he’ is so great then can’t he find another way to do things, rather than making us do all the killings, oh yeah and why are we doing all this stuff, if he is so powerful then he should come down right now and finish the plan right now” aizen was now panting from talking with such anger and for so long. Now kilimaru began to talk in a the way a teacher would talk to there student. “we have to kill more to create ‘it’, so we can finally get what we deserve” he was interrupted by aizen “we deserve to suffer like all the others” then kimimaru said in an angrier tone than before “then why don’t you, why don’t you just go off and die all on your own” then aizen and kimimaru stopped talking and then went to a place kimimaru called home but aizen simply called it misery.

Have you ever purposely gone into an alley, I doubt it but I must say that some alleys are exactly what you believe, dangerous, scary ….. And creepy, but why are they creepy? is it because of the fear of danger. No that’s being scared nothing more. The reason they are creepy is because of what you can’t see, the world that’s not meant to be there …. is there.

Let’s begin again. Aizen called a being in which Aizen called mangegeko his superviosor who aizen had to call every time he had done his task. Mangegeko said with an evil but sad tone “have you and kimimaru done your job ” “yes” Aizen said with an unemotional tone with his head down he then called for resembac (His servant/friend) to think your friend could be a servant. I mean what kind of person has a friend, this is what my servant said to me.but anyway aizen said to resembac “take the body’s to the B.N.C.” resembac resonded in a saddening tone “yes, how many did you kill this time? Aizen did not respond but simply waved his hand of which the lizzards began to crawl out and his, at this site resembac was about to pull back but he saw no point so he simply followed Aizen. As aizen and resembac walked they were silent but eventually resembac said “so how many this time” he said while looking down at the ground with a sad tone. Then resembac began to speak again due to the fact that aizen was silent he asked the question again but in a shouting tone while tears ran down his face, although I must mention that resembac tears were red as if tears had mixed with blood, but while he cried he shouted “ I said how many did you kill this time, enough when will it be enough to do the task, how the hell are you so heartless about this, you killed people and somehow some how to seem to think that’s it’s ok, that you did what you did, please stop you know this isn’t right you were just killing inicent people” then aizen looked resembac right in the face and said with the most serious look that anyone would ever give to a supposed friend “ they weren’t innicont they were not good people, they brought evil to the world, they are the reason why he has to come down and save us all” then resembac said “ what if he comes down and doesn’t save us, what if he comes down and destroyes us think about it if your killing all these people so that he can come down and save us all, if he let you kill all those other murderes then what makes you think he won’t kill you now that you’re a murderer, what your doing is wrong, please stop killing” then aizen said in a very calm voice “ ive already gone to far now to stop, if I want to get rid of these things omong my hands then I’ll have to do this for him, to get back to normal” then resembac said “but this isn’t normal and it’s not fair don’t be selfish, you have no right to pass judgement on other people’s lives wether they should live or die” then aizen shouted “ I have a right to be selfish, everyone is selfish I’m just being human aren’t I” then resembac said in a sad but plain tone that “but your not human because of those things on your hands” then aizen said in an extremely convincing tone “ I was human” then resembac interrupted and said “ was isn’t now, your not human now and you never can be, by killing all the people that you’ve killed you can never be human” then aizen said in a raised voice it’s not this part of me that you see now that killed all those people, it’s the other half of me it’s the part” at this point aizen looked down at his hands and said “it’s these things that control me when I’m killing, I don’t want to do this, they want to do this, they control me when I’m doing this thing. Killing is not something that I choose to do, it’s something they choose to do, so I have to obey them” then resembac said in a sad tone “ but the very reason that you got them was because you killed your father, you know you never told me why you killed your father” then aizen said while looking down at his feet“come on let’s do this thing and then just go” then resembac said in a high tone “ why won’t you ever tell me about what happened that night” then aizen screamed at the top of his voice so that the hole corridor echoed “ because I don’t want to tell some ignoramus like you, you stupid servant, your nothing but cow dung in a field, your nothing to this world, when your life ends all that will be missing is an imbisil who ment nothing to the world” by this point aizens tone had changed to a very sickening and evil tone.