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A thick cloud shrouds over me
I can't look past i just can't see
Putting a weight of thoughts
Slipping past me like bullet shots.

Am i flying?
Am i falling?

Now 30mins seem like days to me..
My emotions aren't wat they seem to be..
Theres no more room, it keep building inside,
I couldn't hide my emotions everytime i cried..

Somehow i wanna step away
from this pain i feel everyday
This unsure feeling
that keeps me from revealing

I'm chained to different sides
and the hurt never subsides.

I feel like i want to take,
My heart, that seems to break.
I want to wish away my fears ,
And stop crying all these tears.

I hate always thinking.
It just gets more confusing.

I hate never relizing .
All this time i was dying..
All this time i could've stopped.
As i reround this clock.

Everyday a new feeling reaches my mind
Everytime im lost or can't find..
my heart...