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In the past 48 hours, I have gotten four and a half hours of sleep. For some reason I just... can't. I don't understand why I can't sleep... So basically I'm just going to write about what I've been thinking about.

Steven:
Oh my god. This man has been such an amazing addition to my life. I love him so much. I want to spend every waking moment with him. I hate sleeping while he's awake (the three hour time difference), because I don't want to miss a single moment with him. He makes me laugh like nobody else. He never makes me feel insignificant or below him. He makes me happy always. All I want in life is to be with him.

I'm really very proud of him. No, I've never formally met him, but I know him well enough to know that he's a true, honest person. He always tells me the truth, and I know it's the truth. He's such a hard worker. He's so caring and loving to me. I need that in my life. I need him in my life.

I always think about what'll happen when we first meet. I want to hug him really bad. Just the thought of his arms around me, holding me close to him is so comforting. Our heat resonating together. The warmth of a loving hug. Don't even make me how badly I want to kiss him...

Bleh?:
I can't think about anything/anyone else to write about right now... my mind is blank...besides thoughts of Steven.

I love you, baby.