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By: Alan Redmoon



I pull myself together Only to tear myself apart On the outside I may look happy But on the inside I have a broken heart I smile, I laugh Pushing the tears away just for you I cry on the inside But you'd rather see me smile You haven't a clue I know this sounds like it makes no sense But in the end its true For me, thy pity should have no recompense On the outside I am relaxed, serene On the inside I am sad as a dried up stream I am coiled up, so tense You want me to be strong And I want to be strong, too So I push the tears away In the end, just for you