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Shadows start to creep. night falls slowly. Ven sleeps peacfully as do I. The moon starts to rise, as the sun runs. Ven had already gotten dressed. he sightly shook me. I blinked and woke up. "come along, change and get ready." I jump off the bed and change half way. I backpack was thrown at me. Ven had thrown it. "what is this, sir?" I look at eh black bag. it was big, ment for my form. "clothes, the high queen was not happy with your show" I blush but in wolf form its harder to tell. witch was lucky for me. I put on the backpack as Ven starts walking out. I follow quickly. we walk to a huge dining room. other vampires were sat down and each had a Glass cup filled with blood. some seemed darker some seemed lighter. I stood behind Ven's Chair. I was not the only gaurd. I noticed few others behind other vampires Chairs. they seemed more equiped then me. then agein I was the only Warewolf. I looked down in shame. "you are diffrent" Ven did not look behind, he just continued to sip his drink. I new he was talking to me. I still felt kinda alone. someone had brought me a plate. it was a slab of meat, steak uncooked. I did not now if I was allowed to eat or not. I looked at Ven. hoping he will allow it. he did not look at me nor did he shake his head in any way. I stand there and thank the boy who brought. he bows down and continues on hi runs. More blood was bnrought to Ven along with others. the High queen comes out. everyone stands and bows. "welcome, we will start" everyone sits back down and they talk about warewolves and the war we are in. I feel weird being part of the vampires, me being a wolf. few Glared at me. Finally someone yelled and complained about me. "Ven, you have a DOG with you. what are they like?" I growl under breath. "calm" he says quitly. Ven gets up proudly "Jun, that is his name. he is a full grown wolf but has been with me without complaints. he is still learning how to fight and control his body. he is kind unlike others." Someone stood up angry. "KIND? he injured 5 gaurds yesterday!" the high queen smiled. she seemed to enjoy disagreements. Ven smiled "yes well thats because I told him to. he has not really been in many battles" he looks back at me and smirks. I stand there trying to look responsible and good. they argued on wether I should stay or not. alot of it was no. but I only followed Ven's orders. it felt like time was not here. They had stopped talking. the high queen stood up "that is all, everyone go to your rooms. there is a phone in witch you can use. order whatever you want. I will think this over" everyone bowed including me this time. I was worried I might have to leave. Ven was angry. Ven scowls the whole way to his room and slamed the door. he left me out. I guessed he didn't want me. the 2 gaurds standing on either side of the wide door snickered. I felt left out. I could hear Ven walking back and fourth. I stood there like the gaurds. I thought I was soppose to. Some others High Vampires passed by. some smiled at me and said hello. some had Scowled at me. there must have 20 High vampires. I thought that was alot of clans. one had even talked to me for a few moments. The Gaurds seemed nervous when they went by.

Ven had opened his door when they all passed. He Glared at me. I lowered my head, but I wondered what I did. He went to further into his room but kept the door open. I went inside but slowly. I shut the door and looked at Ven. He was still pasing back and forth. I stand there watching him pace. He stops and looks at me. His grey eyes look at me with such anger. "sit", I look at him and do as I am told. Never liked being treated like a dog but I am used to it. Ven come up to me and Pats my head. I wonder why he is being kind for the moment. He looks at me with angry eyes and sighs deeply. "I still wonder why you joined the Vampires. or why I even let you" Ven says quitly but loud enough for me to hear. I wonder why myself. I always thought I didn't 'join' precisly I was forced. I was kind and didn't like to get beat up so I just sorta let things happen. I never even killed a human untill I joined Ven's side. "I... I do not now sir" Ven sighed and pulled some of my hair. I Clinched my teeth as he did. I was happy he didn't pull it off. I walked to the window with my tail tucked. he went back to pacing. I looked out and notice the moon, it was half full. I looked at the moon in longing. it's been forever since I howled or ran not on comand. Ven walked up behind me and patted my head gently. I sighed deeply as ven looked at me and looked outside. he noticed the moon also. Ven sighed and went to his desk. he noticed some papers and started writing. he looked back at me a few times. I changed to full wolf form and walked slowly to the bed. my tail was still tucked. I layed down were I slept, I did not sleep I just watched Ven work. Ven seemed to be writing for quit some time when one of the High Vampires came it. Another Girl. she had Blue and Grey hair, mixed. She did not wear a dress but shorts, leather of course and they were greay with a black belt, sorta slumped onto her hips. She did of course wear a black short shirt. Her stomach showed and had a dragon design tattoo. she also wore a grey trench coat with a wolf paw on the back. witch suprised me.

She walked towerds ven and practally ignored me. I lowered my head to say hello but she just glared. I wondered why the paw. Ven got up and Glared at her. " Mag! what do you want?" she looks around and see's the mess of papers. "im just checking up on stuff" it was clear Ven did not want her here. "Jun has done nothing! he is mine." mag Grinned at Me and then at Ven. I get it now, she is a hunter. My ears laid back, instinct takes over. I growl as I get up. she smiles waiting for me to attack. Ven eyes me not to. I feel like my terratory has been invaded. I snarl as she grabs her side. she unsheaths a swords, getting ready to attack. "that is enough!!" Ven walked in between us and hit me hard. "you do not attack unless I say so!! and you..." Ven pointed his finger at Mag. "you will leave my room now!!" Mag narrowed her eyes glaring at Ven. she walked past Me as I sit down and lower my head, my ears laid back and my tail tucked, in shame. Mag left slamming the door. Ven turned and grabbed me. he threw and i slammed into a wall. "what were you thinking!!?" he Snarled. I whined "I don't now sir" I didn't get up he was really mad already. "you sleep on the floor tonight" I bowed my head and got comfertable next to the door. I could not sleep. I was not myself. I haven't acted like a wolf in so long. it felt like years. I always did as I was told. I have never even been in a wolf pack. when I was turned
I was all alone. I don't remember what happened exactly, I just turned up in some woods not far from the city. I started to smell better and hear better. I learned to control my forms and how to be between wolf and man. took me awhile but I did get it. Of course I got caputured. I sigh heavily as Ven Ruffles around in his blankets. he sighs also and takes off his blankets. my ears perk and I watch him get up. I wonder what he is thinking. he walks towerds me and I think he is going to throw me agein. my tail and ears go back as I get ready to be thrown. He leans down and pats my head gently "you are still in training, I am not your terratory you are mine and you listen to me only" Ven was calm and patted me gently. I closed my eyes, I liked the feel of a hand gently patting my head and going down my back. I wagged tail, Ven seemed happy too. He stopped and got up. I opened my eyes and saw him smile. "tomarrow there is another meeting in the morning. it will deturmine wether you can stay or not. although what you just did might prove fatel." I lower my head, I was not happy for what I had. Ven went to his bed and slept quickly. the sun had risen and sneaked through a cracked crack on the Cloth. I got up and chomped on it, closing it all the way. I went back and slept quickly too. it had been a long night.

the sun started setting and the moon had started to rise. Ven had already awken, he was rustling through some papers and putting ona jacket. "wake up" he says loudly. My ears perk and I get up. I still sit next to the door but I watch as Ven gets ready. I hear some footsteps outide the door. the others must be going to the meeting. Ven pats my head quickly and starts to walk out the door. I grab hold of my backpack quickly and walk with him. I look like a dog following my owner, and thats just who I am. we get to our same seats and the same thing happens only this time I was able to eat also. Ven had allowed it. Mag was 3 seats away but was glaring at me. I did not care but I noticed. Others also noticed I was staying in full wolf form. I always thought this was better. I had learned attacks and was faster like this. Ven talked and laughed with vampires as I talked to one of the servants. some stared and, was obvous, they thought it was weird for a Gaurd to talk to a lowlife servant. I did not mind. I stayed with Ven of course staying behind his seat. I would look back and see if it was okay to help but he nevered answered, witch always ment no. The high queen walked out and everyone got up and bowed. I even did. although I just lowered my head as far as I could. everyone sat down including me. The servants went out of the room. Of course the first thing they talk about it me. agein they agrue on wether I should stay or be killed. "he will soon just kill us all, most likley in our sleep" a man just across from Ven is sitting had snarled. Ven stood up, he must have felt he had to. "he sleeps my room and sleeps only. he does not attack. he had slept on my bed even." mag yelled but did not get up "I saw that, when I had entered and started talking to you he growled at me." everyone chatted amongs themselves. Ven had the louder voice "you are a werewolf hunter, he felt threatned, like I have said yesterday he is still in training." some shook there head in agreemant some did not, of course meg did nothing. she sat there and glared at Ven. I wanted to tear her throat out, I had growled under my breath. Ven had told me to be quit, quitly.