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My life....
its just stuff i will put down..... like random or serious stuff... :)
I am a total reck to even be called a human being.

As Saix said first; Drama Queen.
And I agree. I dont liek it but thats just meh. I make everything sound extreme coz I am a lozer of a girl.
Only 14 and wishing she would die cause the only thing I've been doing is just hurting people lately. And It pains me to hurt them. You see how it works? Of course you dont. No one does! Im a freak of nature and deserve to die to make everyone else happy.
Liek no one wants viruses in there computer do they? No they don't. Im that fukken virus and I need to get rid of and handled....

I know for a fact NO ONE READS my journals// because Im a nobody. I've been depressed lately and I know why its coz of my screwd up family and I know it.

Even my first cousin noticed, and her husband, and her husbands mother noticed it when they saw me. They said I was serious and wasnt as fun as they remembered. But they havent seen me in a year... I wish someone would help me... I dont want doctors cause I hate them... yesterday when the cops pulled us over I knew we didnt do anything it was bout the car but I started freaking out and my heart was pumping liek crazy... I would go into more detail to help me feel better but its late, my sister wants her computer back.
AND now that my dad ******** up my computer I probably wont be on as much. GOD I HATE THIS. I HATE ME. I HATE THE WORD HATE.
Im just miserable.






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Oh Mrs Wonka
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commentCommented on: Fri Jun 27, 2008 @ 10:18pm
I read ur journals!! heart
im sure ur not hurting everyone


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