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Warning: angsty entry, don't read if you hate this s**t.

... I feel kind of depressed ... I feel like my life is ******** up worse every day and it's mostly my fault so...

I was already feeling kind of crappy and my mom got really mad at me for skipping school again today, and told me to hurry up and get a job so I can get out of the house. I was trying to study my script but I wasn't in any mood after that point so I just sat and drew in my sketchbook in my room. -.- I felt like running away from home for just a week or so but I don't even have anywhere to go.

I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow after school, so I get to take the bus at least, and I always like doing that.

Today I was watching Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei. Yeah, I know I was supposed to watch Shakugan no Shana next... but I was strongly tempted so I started that instead. I don't regret it, it's an insanely hilarious show, lots of out-loud laughs.

Don't hate me for saying this, but I'm really lonely

I feel better for writing this out.