here I am again... I had an epiphany last night...
I was trying to fall asleep, fighting the urge my brain wanted to coplapse and implode...
I realize when my boy didn't answer, I had NO ONE to call.
No one I could really count on to be there for me no matter what...
It hurt, that reasoning, more than I thought it would.
What do you do when there isn't anyone there...
I'm not even 21 and already starting to drown in debt.
An acident at work that needed X-rays to make sure my knuckle wasn't broken...
A Doctors check up, and Two months of rent on a credit card..
its eating me alive. The intrest alone on my credit card is choking me.
Take my advice and never get one.
My boy promised when I moved here he'd help me out with rent, and he has a couple times.
Only when it was the only option... and I feel bad now, for even having to ask him.
He promised to pay a tiny bit of my rent every month so I would beable to pay my credit card off...
but he hasn't.
and he probibly wont.
Now I'm moving into a different town, farther from him, but closer to work so I'll beable to walk....
less driving = less gas.
My only out... ranting on the internet. God what has my life become...
See how far the mighty fall.
