"You've only got one shot" That's what mom used to say to me all the time. "One shot to prove yourself. One shot to be a success. Or one shot to ******** it all up." At the moment, I'm at a neutral point. A place where I haven't screwed up too badly or haven't done anything perfect. I'm just balanced. Yeah, we have one life. But were will we go after that. Nothingness. That's what I think. The equivilent to purgatory.We just go into nothingness. Similar to a big white room except differet. There's no such thing as time, distance or direction. You could run forever and get no where. Funny how that actually sunds good right now. If our purpose is just to die after living, why be here at all? It's like a test. The sooner you 'die' the sooner you 'pass', right? And then my teacher asks me at the beginning of the year.
"What will you do with your one and precious life?"
I replied, "We only live once, I'm going to ******** it up right."
 StiII DoII · Mon May 19, 2008 @ 06:25am · 0 Comments |
