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alright since its been like two weeks, i think i should write something.....so i don't disappoint my only fan...jk.

well, the domestication of Frances is going really well. it doesn't take him/her as long to come out of the shell. although i wish that s/he would either switch shells or molt soon cuz s/he barely fits in the original shell anymore. and s/he is a pig. i swear him/her alone eats all the food i put out for both crabs. but sam is still very energetic so s/he is obviously eating enough too. i want to take one of them to school but i know i can't do that cuz i'll either kill them or lose them cuz they crawled out of the locker or pocket i had them in. yes they are that smart.

and my mom and dad are getting into the planting craze. so we spent a whole day last week weeding, tilling, and planting the garden. i don't mind planting its just the weeding that i hate. stressed but at least they aren't fighting....yet. they'll find something. my dad did make my mom cry once tho. but im not sure what it was from since she was pmsin.

exams are drawing ever nearer. dread. fear. depression. anxiety. headaches. sleeplessness. all these for the rest of the school year. but on the bright side i get to leave for vacation early smile cuz exams are the last three days and its 5th and 8th period exams. well i might get to leave early if mccoy doesn't make the bandkids stay for the period. that would suck. do nothing for two freaking hours. pointless. we can't play because that would b disruptive to the ppl taking the exams. neway history is the one im dreading the worst. there is sooooooooooo much stuff i have to remember. and to make matters worse i have to take that exam early cuz old fart lieber is retiring this year. we have to know 106 terms in full detail ranging from ch 18/19 to maybe 30. we're only on ch 27! GAH! how'm i supposed to know all this by the 27th? I have to relearn everything from the fisrt world war and the great depression because those are the most boring chapters so i didn't read them. and cuz we had an open book test over them so i didn't have to memorize nething and it comes back to bite me on the a** hard. my head hurt just think about it.

but yeh.......
i'll live
for awhile longer at least.
i want summer to come
but i hate when it leaves.
cuz that means i have one less year of school left. and when school's over that means i have to grow up. i don't wanna. not yet. crying . but at the same time i want out of this shithole that i call home. so confusing.