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I've said sorry to everyone, I've dropped the s**t that I was trying to figure out, I've been yelled at about it by one of the very few people I care about, I've been told that I'm on my way to being alone, I've been told to ignore the crap they do, I've done that but I was yelled at about it, I've been ignored by the person I care about, I've been lied to by many of my so called friends, I've been thinking a lot about just tossing everything and floating away to make all this s**t stop, I've been put through hell,emotionally and physically, Kitty-kins is mad at me which is what everyone wants, that's why Alex and Cassy have been doing what they're doing. Kitty-kins keeps saying that they're not doing anything. The thing is she isn't around them all the time to know what they are or are not doing. She won't listen to my side at all even though she says she's not taking sides but it seems otherwise. Cassy keep crying about how much of an a** I'm being to every one but to Kitty-kins when she should come to me about it but she's being an idiot about it like she has been. Alex is starting to be the same way. Of course Kitty-kins is going to be on their side because she's known them longer than she has me and that's exactly why the two keep crying about it. Now it just seems as if I'm the problem to all of whats happening or thats what Kitty-kins, Cassy, and Alex are trying to get accross so far as it seems. Everyone has always said to eliminate the problem but how do you do that when you're the problem? I've been told I'm going to be alone, but how is that supposed to happen when I'm already alone? I guess it's time for me to go. Soon the problem shall be solved and eliminated. Heaven is Love. Peace.

May the Gods punish those who need be punished, you know who you are, and forgive everyone else.