Once again by myself, and yet not a spot of sadness. I have found joy in my loneliness, sanity in my solitude, and peace in my silent state. I may have friends, but they do not see as deep into things as i do, I am my own free spirit and my own complex little box. I once though, to be alone would be likened to a silent death. Now I see, being alone is likened to your own paradise, where no one no matter who your in contact with could bring you down. No one could say anything to make you feel as if you were insignificant. Once again lost beyond compare, and yet, was able to find my own true soul. Happy is the one who loves them self, so I guess I shall be happy for most if not all of my life. I am babbling and rambling on about confusing and un understandable nonsense.
In short, I have found the joy in being alone. I have found the peace and tranquility in loving myself, with out having someone tell me that I am all of these nice and beautiful things. I think I may stay in this quiet, lonely, peaceful state.
Peace, hope, and love. heart ~Ivana~ heart
 Poetic_Indulgence · Mon May 05, 2008 @ 09:43pm · 0 Comments |
