I looked in my phone book and realized I only had five numbers.
I looked in your eyes and realized you talk to me for fun.
I looked at myself in the mirror and realized that I'm different.
I looked at others face expressions and realized I'm ugly.
I looked in my heart and realized it's mostly empty, with only a spot of love.
I looked in your heart and realized it was full, overfilled with hate.
I took today to realize, all these things I have over looked.
I took today to realize how cruel, and obnoxious the world is.
I took today to realize who really does love me.
I took today to realize who really uses me just for there entertainment.
I took today to look deep into my soul and realize how desolate and isolated it is.
I took today to realize that I need to open my eyes to what's going on around me.
I drowned today, in my own hot streaming tears.
I dyed today, I tried to hide from my fears.
I let you swallow me whole, and spit me out.
I let you bring me down, and just sat there in doubt
I am but a lost, broken soul in the vast universe of hearts.
I am but a young girl living in a hateful world, and today is when my future starts
If you don't know what I am talking about, it's most likely because you haven't been broken. If you don't know what I'm talking about it because you not among the out spoken. To be young with the world on your shoulders and a heart to solve all the worlds problems is the career I behold. A young child’s mind they didn't want to mold. They wanted me older, stronger, tougher, faster but what was the outcome? One child who only knows how to help others and not herself. They made me like this and now regret there outcome. Well now I'm just babbling I shall no longer continue.
" To be loved, to be hated it's all the same thing, people paying way to much attention to me and my life. To be loved and respected is exquisite, to be hated but respected is ideal"
 Poetic_Indulgence · Wed Apr 09, 2008 @ 09:37pm · 0 Comments |
