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well ill start from the begining... i was a cute small happy preeschooler and life was great. life went on i moved to tenesee for 3 years and i luv it there i still visit. i moved to germany than went back to hawaii. im used to the friendly ppl at my old school and all the friends so many i dont remember them all, im used to being known by everyone the popularity and being fought over who gets 2 hang out with me more later.

ok heres the thing i used to have the longest hair in my school i was very outgoing, i smiled all the time, posed for pictures, aka i was a girly girl (ugh.."shivers" wink i always listend to my mom, (i grew up with out a dad cuz my blood father left me and my mom, what a frickin jerk mad ) never threw a tantrum when i was a little girl,(except for that one time in the store when my mom wasn't gonna buy me this penguin stuffed animal, i threw a tantrum because when i want something, i want the exact item i looked at or touched befre any of the other ones, so she got me the penguin) so i was a very good kid. i was an army brat so i moved around alot, and wnen we were close to the time we moved back to hawaii i cut my hair up to just below my ears. my attitude changed, my sense of style changed, (pink and baby blue to black and blood red) i started ignoring what people said to me, i always had a rude comment to say, got very self consious of myslf, and my self esteem lowered over time to where i practically had none. i dont know what else to say so i'll write next time. bye.