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i officially love life I know i know its kinda weird seeing a rocker says he loves life but i dont know its like since i moved my life is getting better the thoughts of suicide and murder are slowly going away i just dont get it but fir the first time in about 8 years i am HAPPY... i am i just love it school is still a little boring but i am finally happy and to think about 2 and a half moths ago i felt like killing my self and anyone that tried to stop me but those thoughts like i said are disappearing and i am in love some thing i dont know its just great just great i will always be a rocker or the little emo kid in the corner playing his guitar but behind the lifeless look im enjoying myself sure i miss my friends at the old school and nothing will replace them but im feeling like the little 7 year old again.(not the tantrums and stupid part just the happy kid you see playing on the swings)