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I don't know what the hell he's thinking... he knew how much i loved him... and he told me he loved me too... but... he goes and gets a girlfriend all of a sudden! but now i'm talkin to him and he's all oh! listen to this song you'll like it or it matches you... something like that... 'Tear drops on my guitar' is the song... he was right... it's just like me... but i hate the song... it's just... so sad... why does he do things like this to me? does he hate me or something? he knows how much i love him... but he ignores my feelings... and makes me feel so alone.. when outa the blue he's nice to me but... i hate it.. because it makes me love him even more... and loving him is just so heart breaking for me.. but uh.. anyways..

to him i'm probly like the toy. you know... when your a kid and you get a toy and you love it and care about it so much... until something new comes along and then the toy gets tossed to the floor so something else can take it's place and you can forget about the old toy... but then like a year or so later your cleaning your room and you find that old toy and you just sit there thinking about how close you guys used to be.. and then you start remembering how much you loved it... but then the something new comes again... but this time your tossed in the trash forgotten forever

we used to be so close... i used to go online and be so happy when he was there to talk to me... and when something was bugging me i would talk to him... and he would be there for me... but now i don't really talk to him.. and when i do we don't really say much...
i miss him... and i'll always love him... whether he feels the same or not....

Good Night and Sweet Dreams Everyone
P.S. Alexander I Love You