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I want nacho's... crying

I'm craving them so much right now. Its all I can think about gonk

I havent slept the past couple days...literally. No naps or nothing...so I finally passed out today...at 7amish...and woke up at 5pm....5:30ish...

Right before WOE started...thats so weird to me. I made it to WOE though, it was fun too. I have pictures, but I"ma put them in my RO Journal. Atfirst I was mad durign WOE 'cause we were disorgianized but Leo, the leader of our allies guild, situated us. But after he did Skilled got all depressed...'cause he felt like no one ever listens to him which is true. When were in vent he talks so low no one can hear him so well...yea, they can't liste if he won't speak up. I know he has a big mouth, I heard him talkin to Rick when we were at AX and he was loud as hell. But I guess he's just shy on vent or his mic doesn't work or something. Anyway, I tried to cheer him up.

...which didn't go so well. He said I was just tryin to talk all emotional to him and he didn' want to hear that. Which, inturn, hurt my feelings alot....I felt really sad, and worthless and crap like that. I mean, he's my friend and I prefer for my friends to be happy, ya'know? Then later this girl from another guild said she was talkin to him which was like...x_x woah to me....No, I wasn't jealous or anything 'cause as far as I see it I have no reason to be. Even concidering certain things (Onii-san, you know what I mean), I...really don't like him enough neutral , or even like that to care if he was talkin to another girl. Its just...when I was tryin to be open and supportive he just blew me off...and friends aren't suppose to do that to friends...I mean...I really didnt' know what to say to him anyway, but still...he didnt' have to be a little whining a*****e about it, ya know? sweatdrop

So yea...I can see I'll be distancing myself from him now. 3nodding

He was acting like how Pat acts when he's pissed off and I can barely take that treatment from Pat so when he did it I just got...bleh...now that I think about it, I'm mad. mad Stupid Skilled...

Then again...I'm not really in the mood to be mad. I feel...blah...right now....its what I get for not sleeping those days....I was...busy, though.

3nodding I found something to keep me occupied until school starts. blaugh I can't say what it is though, its a secret 4laugh

I got the chance to party with Pat today. It was so much fun! He and his leveling buddy let me tag along with them High Orcs, so now...FINALLY...my dancer is level 69 whee (pssssst....<3 that number)...I'm so happy! I'm at 5% on base too, I added my stat points to dex. I need like 60 dex to level correctly...so it doesn't take as long. Or maybe 70dex? I dunno...my vit is 74 though, and I'ma leave it at that I think.

I plan to be on RO more now. If for nothing else, then for the sake of teh guild. There's like 30 people in it, and only 3 or 4 are active...most of the people I only see on once a week or so. For that, I think our allies are going to kick us...'cause we have no active players....except like me, Full, Rick, Trys, and Pat. Skilled cant' play much anymore 'cause he got a job. Rick said thats why he was being like that, but bleh...I dun care. I mean....I tried to be nice...but if he prefers to have other people to listen to his rant or whatever, then so be it. I dun got time for other peoples selfishness 3nodding

...or am I being selfish by just wanting to be someone who helped them?

Intresting...

I met this kid yesterday named....gosh, I dunno his name, xd but I call 'em Dark. He's a kewl kid 3nodding One kick a** programer! I learned so much crap yesterday!!! Was friggin amazing! He fixed this script I was working on in less than 5minutes I'd been slaving the entire day trying to fix it! xd He's so adorable too...not like, adorable like Pepe (thats special heart ) but he's like 12..or 14...somethin like that, and its just so cute! xd He was whinin like how he doesn't know who to kiss and how he wants a girlfriend and stuff and just... rofl adorable!

...which reminds me...

xd I watched this kickass porn yesterday! ...not kickass, like it was good or anything but just...I couldnt' stop laughing XD I watched this one with these two gay black guys and one was actin like a gangster and the other was his b***h and I was laughin so damn hard at them xd I'm laughin now thinkin about it xd The gangster was like "Ooooooh yea, you like that b***h!" and his b***h was just makin little whining sounds he looked so scared too xd .... sweatdrop I know you may not find that funny, but that was the funnest shiz in the world to me. xd Then I saw this other one with these two girls...actually, it was an older one I got, and they had a twoheaded d***o and were bangin eachother and I just...like it was so fake and funny xd The one girl was like "Oh harder harder!" and the one on the other side was tryin to go faster but like...its one d***o no matter how many heads it has so tellin her to go harder was stupid. xd Then! I saw this animal porn with this girl tryin to bang a horse...which was...weird... xd like funny weird. The horse was just standin there and she was doing her little moaning thing and she had to move its...er...thing (for the sake of those kids readin here...though I guess I should just say the word since I already corrupted your mind with all this xp ) in and out 'cause the horse was standin there like nothin was goin on~! Hmm..I wonder if they drug up the horses? How the hell do you get a horse to do that without x_x ew...anyway! She was layin on some hay on this stool thing to prop her up and how she was laying made her face be right under the horses a** and I was wonderin...like, if the horse farted or somethin would she make 'em stop? or what...I mean xd ...sorry, sweatdrop the thought made me laugh when I was watchin it...oh! and another one I saw was with this guy and girl...its on old one I have though, with this guy with an army haircut and this girl with long blonde hair and they...wait....bleh, this subject bores me now.

Oh! I fought with this guy yesterday in RO! He told me I couldnt' marry The Flash, Sonic the Hedgehog, Batman, Wolverine, and some other person...because I didnt' know what I was talking about. So I took him to PvP (player vs. player) and kicked his a** whee I wish I woulda took screenies! But alas, I proved my point and made him shut up! domokun

Anyway, I got this chicken sandwhich sittin on my bed and I'm contemplating if I should eat it or not...I mean, a few seconds in the microwave and it'd be chicken-tastic but the microwave is allthe way downstairs andn I feel dizzy crying I actually almost fell down teh steps yesterday!

...you know how LETHAL that is in teh projects?! When you live in a goverment subsizdized housing complex the ******** stairs are made outta ROCK...R-O-C-K....I swear to ******** god all they do it cut some slabs of rock and put a generic black mat over it and say "Look! We made STAIRS"... stare If you fall down these step syou will get seriously ******** up.... sweatdrop and I'm clumsy as hell...so I'm so scared of falling crying

Oh! I got these cool songs from Joey! Wanna know my playlist?...... No...? To ******** bad! blaugh (I so wanna hear Dora the explorer say that xd )

1. Clowns (Can you see me now?) - tAtU - 200 km/h in the Wrong Lane
2. Malchik Gay - tAtU - 200 km/h in the Wrong Lane
3. All The Things She Said - tAtU - 200 km/h in the Wrong Lane
4. Not Gunna Get Us - tAtU - 200 km/h in the Wrong Lane
5. Show Me Love [Extended Version] - tAtU - 200 km/h in the Wrong Lane
6. How Soon Is Now? - tAtU - 200 km/h in the Wrong Lane
7. Stars - tAtU - 200 km/h in the Wrong Lane
8. Hey Mama - Black Eyed Peas - Elephunk
9. Shut Up - Black Eyed Peas - Elephunk
10. Look To The Sky (True Color Mix) - System SF feat. Anna - Dance Dance Revolution 8th Mix (Extreme)
11. Have You Never Been Mellow - Olivia(?) - DDR 4th Mix OST CD 1
12. A Macross Plus Song (O_o....) - Sharon -?
13. Peices of Heaven - Akira - ?
14. I'm Blue DaBaDee - Eifell 65 - ?
15. I Can't Get You Outta My Head - Kylie Minogue - ?

heart my playlist. 57mins and 31sec's of sweet listening.

I ran outta things to say whee Bye bye heart

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