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I should know a good thing when I have it
I really should
but you know I don't take the time to grasp
the reality of it all
He spoils me
I laugh
he tells me he loves me
I say it back
he shows me how much he cares for me
I just smile
He offers his bleeding heart to me
and I just take it
He supports me so I don't fall
and I just bring him down
He repairs my broken soul
I cripple him
Why do I torment him?
I should know a good thing when I have it
I really should
He is too good for me
Why do I strangle him?
I love him but I lack the effort
he shows me everyday
I take his love for granted
and he deserves better

<I don't know how to say it but you seem to offer me so much and I don't feel like I give to you as you do to me, I am grantful for all you give me and love you so much but feel like I don't do as much as you do to me. I don't want you to feel like I take you for granted, I'm trying to be everything you are to me>