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Well, it's 3am... Well recently I've been thinking of something. Months ago I feel like I had a great loss because I had to screw things up... Again ~Sigh*

Many things can happen in your life.

There are so many choices, and yet in all narrows down to which is good and which is bad. Eventually you will choose and end up going another set of options and then back to the same crap.

I guess everyone has heard of the story of people making choices makes there whole entire life. Well, it would seem to be a simple concept at first, but when coming at it first hand it becomes harder and harder as you go along your dirt path that leads almost to no where but really you do end up somewhere. There is no "No where."
You have to be freaking somewhere.

I guess what I'm really doing to myself is that I'm typing away, distracting myself of what I really feel, on something that everyone knows and don't give a bloody s**t about it until someone replies. We all know what happens, we all can foreshadow our lives without anyone telling us what bloody hell to do with it because they think they know better for your life. Unless you really need it and you know its good for you. You may not like it but really you do need help "once" in while.

And that only took me ten minutes to type up. What the deuce, ten minutes, minus well as copy and paste this onto Mircrosoft word and then continue making myself look like a fast typer but really who gives a damn.

I don't even know why I'm doing this... Maybe because I have nothing better to do instead I'm here on my a** when I could be sleeping...

Okay that's enough of me I'm gonna just stop typing now.

{3:10AM_Xynthetic has signed off}