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v-day...vereide day?...or is it van helling day?...mibs...
so today is valentines day or "single awareness day" for some emo people on gaia :3.....I gave Jen a red teddy bear thingy that was special cause it had one button for an eye and the other eye was stiched out or something...and I gave her a the chalky tasting hearts...I wrote mibs on all of them except 1 I think...and yeah...she gave me a fish slap....a chocolate covered fish...I ate it durin history...I bit it's head off...ozzy would be proud...so during band the bleach girl's assistant gave me a chocolate rose thingy...and I gave her my last chalk hearts thingy...and then I gave the chocolate rose to my "wife"...you know the chick I married in math clase?...and she hugged me....only mib that hugged me during that day so it was a tad strange for me.....I saw couples giving their partner an "orange crush" and I started thinkin....maybe I'm not cut out for dating....I mean I've been an only child since the day I was born (or have I? ninja ) and for a while last 2 years I thought I had something goin with Katrina but she was always busy...and I would barely see her....when she avoided me at the beauty and the beast thingy that kinda told me that I had to move on from Katrina because me heart couldn't take it...so this year I noticed I really liked hanging out with Jen...so I asked her out...she said no....and I guess I didn't really move on...until today.....I realized that I can't live like this....hoping for a girl will change her mind....I will just face the facts...I'm single and I'm goin to stay that way unless something happens....I know I've made some people feel awkward reading this but I can't lie and say everything is alright
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