Downward Spiral
Well...You know how I said life was being normal lately? Scratch that...It sucks again...yay, finally back to normal...Well, anyone wanna know? Doubtful, but I gonna say it anyways, who cares.
Yeh, so...It ain't problems at home or anything like that...homes going fine. It's the bitches at my school. Turns out the girl that I liked that I said I was talking to, she was a b***h. She was just playing with me, her friends put her up to it. Screwed up my head real nice. Now I feel like s**t, because I thought she liked me, guess I'm just gonna have to find some Emo girl, then.
Come to think of it, that won't work...I remember, I talked to some Emo kids today, they shunned me and beat the s**t out of me...Seems like I don't fit in anywhere, god, life sucks so much a**. I should just kill myself I think. Life's a b***h. Noyone likes me, girls ******** with my head for the fun of it, and the teachers are always bitching at me, giving me ISS, OSS, whatever the ******** they can throw at me. Sucks so much d**k. Why the hell did God, if there is a God, give me this life?
Maybe I'll find a reason to live this life after awhile. Well, I am here for one thing, I protect my sister and make sure noyone ever hurts her...she jokes that I'm like a father sometimes, more then a brother. I just care about my sis though, is all. I never want her to get hurt, then I'd have noyone left. Can you imagine being all alone in the world? Noyone caring about you? Didn't think so...Thats what it'd be like if my Sis wasn't here, I'd be alone, noyone there for me, noyone to care about me, atleast when I get home I can be a lil cheerful, my sis is the only one who knows the true me, she's the only one I can open up to.
Well, I'm gonna end this...I'm gonna go talk to that cute girl over there...She's goth, yay, maybe I have a chance...Wish me luck. Maybe I won't get the s**t slapped out of me. Oh well, You'll know how it went, I'll probably be pissed in my next entry if it sucked...anyways yeh. See ya.
(Hmmm...What should happen to this pathetic douche? I make some pretty stupid characters... mrgreen )
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