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^^ the sanity held within is overwhelming, the pain i bear is overflowing,
the tears i don't cry rain down upon me, yet my love for you just appals me.

i can't tell you how much you daunt me, nor can i tell you no one wants me.
i hide my fears so you will know me, but your love for me is all you show me.

Tell me again how you met me, and i'll show you my love if you let me.
Don't back down, you're the one who chose me, yet you're the one who truly nows me.

And then i break into tiny pieces, hoping that you'd be my mistress.
Without you there i'm simply hopeless, Hiding in my head with all the noises.

All the things i said i told you truly, so that you'd be the only one who knew me.
Yet there's a demon hiding inside me, i want you to be the one to chastise me.

So i say ******** the world and those who hate me, 'Cause god was the one to create me.
If i can't love you then what's my purpose? Hiding in my head within the noises.

So you say you love me and take my beatings, but the only way i've repaid you is by cheating.
I want to show you that you can trust me, and be the be the boyfriend to you i must be

So this is the poem that i write you, to take back the pain i've caused you.
To see that you're happy is what my wish is, Hoping that you've forgive me my mistress.

And then i break and be come a memory, to become once again what i should be.
Say all you want, you know i've failed you. These were the words i wanted to tell you.

And then i break...