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This is about the people here where i live and met from places. Any offence taken from people I do not know, I do not mean to intend....

Well...They've done it to me...agian...Acuseing me that i crave attention "Agian" witch of course i don't! Considering, 1. They don't know s**t about me. 2. They don't understand that people handle and feel s**t diffrently...Not like the'll listen till its too late and they see his corpes then there ******** all ears...Then the'll pretend like "Oh I never knew he would go that far!" or "Oh i tryed to help him!" Bunch ******** carelessly lieing people in this world these days...Always pushing people till it becomes too late and they kill them selves...and then acting like there helping them, When clearly they had him in there hands and carelessly ******** them over on purpose...


I'm not saying its a thing you need to or supose to know or be all how you say & lable "Emo" about it...But if you had a life in your hands you should atleast treat them with respect, reason, care, and/or love even if you don't "Feel like it" or your "Afraid" you might become sad like them or scared...Thats no excuse to ignore or blow them off just because your too selfish or unable to help. Even trying to reason with one can save ones life as well...But like the ******** careless people in this generation...I've had many friends die because of the way people are that rather care for them selves then others...Don't even say you didn't know what to do eather cus thats Bull s**t! If you have a mind that can calculate your words regulerly or do anything a reguler person can do. I'd say you have the will and the mind to figure something out to help that person...even if it's minimum...You can save there life or atleast buy time to find out later what you can do to help them...


I admit, I am Depressed, Selfish, Dumb, Emotional, and probbly anything you can think of in points in my life...But that dosen't keep me from careing...nor dose it keep me from helping the people i care about. Even if they hate my guts or know them...But if you decide to critique me on how my whole life is a lie or how i'm doing all this s**t for attention or any excuse to prove me wrong due to the lack of knowing me, yourself, or/and depressed life in genarel...You have a lot of things to catch up on and need to shut the ******** up and get to know things better before judgeing people...But If you just do it just to hurt me or make yourself feel better or just to piss me off...Your just showing me and possably yourself (Depending on if your even paying attention to what your saying) how Imature you are and lack the ability to understand or/and care...


I say these things for a "Reason", not excuses, not attention, Nothing but advice to you all and understanding on people who have depression and can NOT get over it so easily...especialy with genarel/common advice thats used only cus some ells has said it in a movie or in a conversation...


...To Be Continued...