man i hate that my dad takes controll over something if i don't make up my mind quick enough. Gezzz can't he see that i'm old enough to do wat i want as long as i tell him wat i'm doin. I'm Freaking 16 ok i'ma bout to start driving, so he shouldn't worry as much, geez... i have plans, and he doesn't see that sometimes, all i want is foe shoe to spend 4th of July the way i want. Cuz i don't wanna miss out on a great time, and him just telling me oh, we just gonna stay home. Cuz i have something planed and i hope he takes it into consideration, i kno it'd be ok wit my mama. i just wanna blow off my parents and do wat i want but that's something that won't happend till i'm like 18 so till then i guess. Man so many things goin on at once it's driving me crazy... Damn perfect timing, when i haven't slept rite in hella days, and at the peak of my Nervous System malfunction. Isn't this great stressed i'm just glad i escaped foe a bit today,even though it was for hella long. if i stay in the house for like 3days i go nuts, i feel depressed, sad, lazy, dirty, fugly, i really need to get out more. i swear when i went to walmart the other day i was so happy foe some reason, i guess cuz it was the first time going to the store in like a week. sweatdrop Damn i hope this weekend goes as how i maped out, i tried to fit everything in so nothing is left out. Can't wait till 4th of July, biggrin that's wat i'm looking forward to in these few days of chaos that will start round 2:30am July 2,2005. I heart you lil sis cool
note to self: don't go to the movies till like next week, you need a brake from there you've seem like half the movies there xd
OH YEAH !!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESS I MISS YOU. heart xd 3nodding biggrin
 surfer89 · Sat Jul 02, 2005 @ 07:22am · 2 Comments |
