This is me rite now... i need something, someone help, i feel so lonely, worried, paniced, i can't sleep. i don't feel like me wat's going on. I just need to leave somewhere.... the only thing is i don't kno where to go. cry confused
Me today :6/29/05:
Why do i wait,
why does everything come down,
when you don't want it to.
I'm Worried
My dreams are coming alive
my world is falling
piece by piece
I don't kno what to do
I'm a Failar
I have bad grades
I get into trouble
My summer is a waste
I don't have fun.
I have so much rage
But violence isn't the anwser
I want to go away
where nothing hurts
anything could happen
but not the worst
I need to leave this life
travel away to sumwhere
new, away from all this
Where I always have my things,
my friends, where i can drive,
be me, be free.
Where i'm happy
without a doubt.
Why was i so
stupid, dumb and ingnorant.
I've been stupid for too long
it's time for change,
I need to go,
I need to leave,
Because this isn't the life 4 me.
surfer89 · Thu Jun 30, 2005 @ 06:02am · 2 Comments |