I'm trying to understand honestly I am but I just don't! *tear drops stain and smug the words here and there making some of them a bit hard to read* Chase would say I was being over emotional, that I was to close to the situation and I just needed to think things thought better. Then she would scold me for letting anyone get this close. It's not like I tried to let this happed and it's not like I gave away any secrets. But I couldn't help letting Bobby get this close and now I am having to deal with the pain it brings.
It's not fair he's leaving and I can't do anything about it. It's likea horriable night mare, one that I've been thought already. But what choose do I have? None... just like with Jasia I have none. I must simply say goodbye. *the last sentence was smeared by tears and unreadable*
Kitty
 Chase Kayol · Wed Jun 29, 2005 @ 03:47pm · 0 Comments |
