Isn't it odd how you can feel better once you know that someone is totally and completely over you? I've now finally accepted that I don't want someone that I would've had. To have, had him I would've had to put up with no romance, no compromise on certain things. No sacrifice. Why would I want someone like that? So, I've decided why should I hang on to him anymore? I won't I"m going to move on. He did it so quickly, lets so him what he lost. Because he's going to realize what he's lost. What I would've given to be with him forever. I'll still be friends with him. But honestly... In a way I don't really care one way or another if we were friends forever or not. If he had only told me sooner that he had another girlfriend. Why is it so much easier for me now that I know? I don't get it. But oh well.
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