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i am really bored and have not posted anything for awhile. everything is going ok. i guess. work sucks. home life could use some improvements. i only wish my boyfriend would do his homework. i don't want to be with a slacker my whole life. i might end up dumping him. what else am i going to do. he just plays wow all the time. i have to tell him 3-4 times to do the dishes. i clean the rest of the house. i work constantly and still manage to have the house looking ok. he says he is doing it. the thing is i get calls from his teacher on the fact that if he doesn't do his work before the Christmas break he will have to retake the classes a third time. How can someone be so smart and fail high school classes a third time. the classes aren't even that hard. i just don't know what to do with ppl. i know i cant change a person. it is against me to do such a thing. i really care about him too. i think my emotions are blinding my judgment. someone needs to help me and quick before i lose myself. i saw my mom go from boyfriend to boyfriend and none of them were worth a penny. she eventually was beat and then she decided that she did not need to be with them. i don't want to have that happen to me. i don't know. Im just a complete idiot.