Yea, yea, I just now figured out how to do this...I dont even wanna think about how long I've actually been on here, and didnt realize this feature was available...
Ive been sitting here thinking...I just started college in the fall...I gotta admit, i enjoy school immensely even though i am exhuasted most of the time. Its so nice to have my own schedule and more freedom than i know what to do with right this minute. I was in a weird mood about all this last night...i was with brett (mah baby <3), and i was in tears, and was rambling about how "i dunno what im going to do with myself, i suck at everything, i'll never find a good career and i'll get stuck doing some 9 to 5 job with the rest of america, and what am i even good at anyway, and god knows i'll never get married cuz im a commitment-phobe, and i mean how could i imagine myself with the same person for the rest of my life and i hate the idea that im gonna get stuck in a routine trying to juggle time that i dont have and money that i'll never have and i dont even wanna go on with college i mean whats the point i'll just end up stuck anyway"...i just went on and on and on...and finally i shut up, and about an hour later i was like..."so...i didnt mean ANY of what i said earlier" and brett was just like..."i know"...I love how he knows me so well, but its kinda creepy huh. So yea, i hate random mood swings, seriously...
OH GOD, i gotta go do homwork...
Wanna come do it for me?
 ORNAMENTAL SERENITY · Wed Nov 28, 2007 @ 05:57am · 0 Comments |
