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Some philosophy shows that loneliness is a part of the human culture. We are born alone, ultimately live our lives as different people and finnaly die alone. We grow roses for all those years and apologize to no one.
I have been lonely also so I can relate somewhat. But usually I cause my own distress my walling myself in work.

This is for Sammy, since she doesn't have one on her journal.

What if:
[1] I committed suicide: If you commited suicide, I'd feel like I failed you as your friend.
[2] I lived next door to you: I could help you more and more often. And give you a real hug.
[3] I started smoking: Well that's up to you. If you want to smoke than go ahead.
[4] I stole something: Ask you not to do it again unless it was absolutly neccessary.
[5] I was hospitalized: I'd try hard to visit you and worry until I was sure that you were o.k.
[6] I ran away from home: I'd try to understand why, try to help you.
[7] I got into a fight and you weren't there: You would have to rely on your own strength and if you got hurt that's your fault, but I would still hurt if you got hurt or killed.

What do you think about my: [If you don't know me in real life, base it on my avi, I guess]
[1] Personality: Emotionaly decisive, kind, and knowledgeable.
[2] Eyes: Strong
[3] Face: Normal
[4] Hair: Brown
[5] Clothes: On
[6] Mannerisms:

Other:
[1] Who are you? I'm Koy.
[2] Are we friends? Yes.
[3] When and how did we meet? you commented on a drawing of mine that I put on my profile. It was of my avatar.
[4] How have I affected you? You've help a lot with my feelings and thoughts. *hugs*
[5] What do you think of me? I think your strong, kind, smart and loving.
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? The first time you gave me a hug. It on your journal entry, (Sun Mar 04, 2007 @ 04:21pm).
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? I will always be your friend, even if you did something bad.
[8] Have I ever hurt you? You have only ever helped me.
[9] Would you hug me? Of course. *Hugs*
[10] Emotionally, what stands out? Your emotions.
[11] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? You kindness is like a swaying pendulum. It depents on your mood. To your friends, your 10.
[12] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. Can't come up with one at this time.
[13] How long have you known me? For at least seven months.
[14] Describe me in one word. Sam.
[15] What was your first impression? She's smart.
[16] Do you still think that way about me now? yes.
[17] What do you think my weakness is? Your dependence.
[18] What about me makes you happy? Your happyness.
[19] What about me makes you sad? Your sadness.
[20] What reminds you of me? Nothing in particular.
[21] What's something you would change about me? Your control of your feelings.
[22] How well do you know me? I think very well.
[23] Do you think I would kill someone? I think anyone is able to.
[24] Are we close? Yes.
[25] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? It there.

Loneliness is part of life, I do what I can to help prevent it though. You know I'll probly fill out that survey type thing above my post, but right now I have homework and a slight amount of laziness.

Alright, but.. i know it's a part and way of life, but.. i seem to be more sensitive and harmed by it than others..

If you really feel that way, maybe you have something psychologists call "Separation Anxiety". <:-/

I diagnosed someone with this condition when I was two years old--no lie!

.. i'm sure you did, Xira, but i'll look into it.

I--I swear! :'<