Everytime i thinkim getting better, i get worse. I have recently relapsed. I have been doing okay for the past week or two, but now im really loosing my head. And part of this is my god damned brother. i can't stand it. im forced t0o baby-sit, and i dont get payed for it. He bugs me and whines, and throws fits.I have no life...Katie wanted me to come to the winter stroll tonight, and sleep over, but no. i cant. i have to baby-sit this..this MONSTER. I cant ******** take it anymore. He's driving me insane. i just want to run away. I wanna go live in Georgia with Hannah and Cheyenne. i dont wanna stay here. i wanna go home. somewere i belong. not this stupid town were my mom grew up and my gramma....i dont wanna grow up like them. emo emo Im gonna hurt myself. i dont wanna be here. i dont wanna be me. emo emo
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