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Sickly
I'm sick...
Dehydrated maybe, I dunno nor do I really care...
My head hurts and its spinning and KJ won't stop screaming. Him and his friend Winston keep fighting with eachother and KJ thinks he can talk back to me and...well...when I try to correct his behavior my mom yells at me. So I'm being yelled at by my mom and my 7 year old brother and expected to be "ok".
I'm just so...stressed right now. I wanna just quit...just say ******** everybody and just shut down.
My tummy hurts...like...just like I wanna throw up...
Head's pounding from the yelling...
It's hot as hell and mom won't turn on the airconditioning...
I been having this thing lately with passing out. I dunno whats wrong, like I said...last night I sat on my bed to change the channel and all I remember is being waken up at 9am by my mom. I don't even know what time I blacked out...all I remember is being excited because I was watching Avatar: The Last Airbender, and talking to Joey..and then ATLA went off...and I was changing the channel because I didn't wanna watch Jimmy Neutron movie...and then wakey at 9. sad I don't like this blacking out stuff and this is the second times thats happened in the last two weeks. I'm almost postive its because I haven't been sleeping enough...
-_- Why haven't I? Been talking with Joey all night and I feel bad when I don't...
He's freaking out 'cause we didnt' talk last night after ATLA. Or all night, or this morning. Like he talks all fast and that confuses me and he just...acts all weird and I don't liek that at all...
Bleh...anyway....I guess maybe I was just dehydrated. I started shaking and stuff and it wouldnt' stop and my heart was beating to fast and I felt impatient and weak...>_> I had to take like a 5 minute shower cause I couldnt' stand up right sad ...but I drank some water (Joey made me) and I feel a litle better. My eyes still feel dizzy and my arms hurt...but I'm ok I guess.
Bout to get on RO and work on my dancer. It's hard to cause I have no FS...but, I"ma ask Joey if I can work on his aco and stuff.
I quit caring about that stalker person. For one, it doesn't matter. And also, FS reassured me it all was ok. :3 FS is so kewl...she's like the coolist adult I know. I dunno how old she is...I think 30 somethin and thats so kewl she's still playing RO~! I wanna be like her! And she has a 9 year old kid too~! I wanna be like that someday ^o^ She rocks so much~! And whenever someone has a problem she's always there :3 ...well, whenever something is bothering me she has so much advice and stuff she rules~! ^o^ I want her to be my RO mommy~!! heart whee
Aww...that made me feel better whee yay!
My wrists hurt ^^;; to much time on computer @_@ ...but, I am almost done with chapter one of my RPG ^o^
Oh...and I finished Joey's guild website ^o^ I'll post a link here later :3 don't feel like it now~ heart I kinda like it, but we definatly need a more professional one :3
Tee hee~ heart Bye bye
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