today is my friend Pat's birthday... he is the one that shot him self in the head at his sisters birthday party... he thought it was the only way his family would remember him sad I miss him so... I did something very bad today, I cut my wrist my sister made me really mad on top of things and I couldnt find my journal so I couldnt find a better way to feel less.... sad ish thingie... I just didnt know what else to do... plus my friend sammys dad was really sick and I felt so bad because there was nothing I woulkd do to consoul her... I wish to help her so.... but the only one riught now that could really help her wont because shes triping over a guy and let him get the best of her friendship sad its so out of line, I mean I have never let a guy get between my friendships. Why does everything happen all at once I have been ok the last few days no cutting no death wishing just a bit of depression... but now... now... its all just bad, I'm not sure if I want to die or just want to be alone forever...
entry pic...
View User's Journal
rivers of blood flow high as days of death go by...
gothic baby
Community Member |
Hacking http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=8304548<BR><BR>Message to user:<BR>Dear gothic baby:<BR><BR>Your account on Gaia Online had been blocked for the following reason:
<BR><BR>
Hacking
<BR><BR>
Hacking
User Comments: [3] [add]
|
gothic baby Community Member |
Rocza
Community Member |
|
User Comments: [3] [add]
Community Member