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i have notice that the real world can be harsh and nothing comes out right and yes i am a drama queen sooooo dose not mean that i dont tell the truth people hate because i do people hate me when i lie so i hate my life people say susiced is bad but come on what good in life no matter how hard i try im not my brother im not my family excitp my mom and she is the worst roll model in the world but no one can change that people say they have it worst ok hey u have no family or whatever but my REAL family like my brother i feel like he is the only one telling me the truth in the world and he tried killing me my friends hate me because im loud i dont know when to shut up and hurt people because i dont think my whole life i blamed that my bad grades me not able to read or write not able do things right on my dylexia and all it is true dont feel sorry for me feel good that weven though u got it bad maybe worst but there r people who knows what it feels like to have it bad
im a dancer and when i have a good reutine i forget it or i make it worst and when i teach people i dont what the moves r so i can teach them
i have a boyfriend but i can say it i cant do thing around him because we arent public we denide it and after that i wonted to ask him y but i cant he wont listen or i think he wont but i have to tell him one day dont i thanks for listening to me while i have a mental brake down sorry for ur wories bye