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Yay, guess what time it is! It's Olive-posts-in-her-journal-about-nothing time! 8D
But wait, there's a surprise in store for you all this time. What's this? Lift the curtain please, aaaand . . . . . . THERE'S NO STORY INVOLVED HERE!
Oh my gosh, it's a miracle, I'm not going to drone on and on about a story. Although I'd like to, I won't :3

Well, to begin with, praise the Lord, it's another miracle: our Xbox 360 has returned to us! UPS just delievered it today and, since Keith was still asleep, I pulled it out of the box, ventured to where my brother lay asleep, and screamed almost directly in his ear: "It's just like Christmas! Santa loves us after all!" And yes, I did scream it. I think the neighbors heard, actually xDD
All I can say is, I am oh so happy because, although Keith's friend let us borrow one of his junkier 360's and one of his junkier HD Monitors (you're probably thinking, "One of his junkier 360's/Monitors? WTF!" Well, to put it simply, he's rich and has at least three of both), it's nice to have our own 360 home that way we don't have to worry about breaking it. My brother's friend's 360's disk tray stuck like something fierce anyway. I about bloodied my knuckles beating that thing up. Thankfully, once you warm it up, and if there's a game in there it's like doing a secret knock and you only have to hit three or four times with a little rap of your knuckles xD

Now, here comes the sad part: my computer is frickin' infected. How do I know these things? Well, that's simple. My computer is telling me that I have this and that wrong and I don't. I haven't been to any adult sites that may compromise my credit card security (never knew I had a credit card, actually) and that I need to install some stupid thing to fix it, and I'm not trying to verify a certificate to connect to a website (it normally happens on Gaia and DA), and my MSN does not have a runtime error that I need to install some stupid thing to fix it. And it's happening far too often for my liking. Funny thing is: none of this has ever happened until a certain someone had to open an unknown email. You know who you are. But don't fret, because you also know I won't kill you.
Yet.
I'm going to be installing some major kick-virus-and-spyware-butt software that's on my new computer and my dad's computer. Works like a charm. Finds everything while my current virus protection does NOTHING!!

Hmm... what else is there? Oh, right.

For a couple days now (actually it's probably been closer to a week or a week and a half by now) I feel like I've been tripping over mines and crushing some mice that I'm not suppose to step on. What does that mean? . . . I have no idea. It just came to me suddenly. But what I'm trying to say is that I feel I've annoyed and ticked-off someone that I shouldn't be pestering. It's true for the past week I've been completely out of my mind, but that's certainly no excuse, right? I should behave a lot better than I have. And I've been preparing for the worst lately--getting the cold shoulder, getting the big fat IGNORE button, or much, much worse things that I can't voice--and I'm pretty sure I'm right in the middle of being ignored, but I could be wrong. Everything's just been feeling a little distant except that could be because my heart is icing over again and I'm drowning myself again in darkness, but that just sounds stupid. Still, the situation remains the same. This person is distant from me and I don't want them to be distant because I really need this person to function as normally as I can.
I've been meaning to apologize but everytime I do, it just gets blown off or forgotten. And that's not what I want because it all goes back to the beginning--the cold, the loneliness, the distance. Not good stuff. So, even if by some random chance this person ends up reading my journal again, I hope they'll be able to forgive me for mood swinging on them so many times in one day. It's not really something you can control when you've been bottling up emotions--mainly anger, which is really healthy, by the way--for the past three or so years but I promise I'll try, okay~?

So, I guess that's all. And look at that, I made it through a long post without mentioning any new plot line. Still I'm so intrigued by Naomi and Ace . . . and now Chloe and Drake and Paris (uh oh, love triangle!?) . . . but, I'm not gonna say anything because I know it annoys you all. So . . .

Ta~