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My Pixel Doll Shop. ^^;
It's temporary Until my quest is over, but that could change if so many people want this shop permanant.
^_^ <3

ShadowDancers
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2004 @ 02:48am

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	Relationships.... sigh <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v29/Shadowdancers/Commissions/Picofme.jpg" align="right"> A picture I drew of me a week ago. I was Uber bored in the library and thought that I should experiment with realism again... Learning prespective is so... GAHH~~ NEE NYAH!!!!!~ <3 Well, I had the most ungrateful weekend. This weekend, Matt and I had a little talk. We were contemplating on weither this relationship should go on or not. It was REALLY hard because he didn't want to go... neither did I but it was enivitable.... He screwed up so much in high school that it had to lead to this. He's going to be working full time at his work, and he's trying to get his HS diploma. T_______T I warned him not to screw up. Now look what's happened. He was kicking himself, and I felt so guilty. Well, he told me that he still loves me, and he's afraid that I'm going to be moving on. I'm not so sure about that... because I'm hurting... BAD TT3TT So I'll see what will happen. sigh Sometimes, I think relationships are a waste of emotion, because stuff like this happens to me. That's why I try to keep my relationships within the boundaries of what I think would cause the least problems. Then again, the problems come to me... so I have to Deal. I hate the feeling of being alone. Meh.... cries

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saltyrollcake
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Wed Oct 20, 2004 @ 02:54am

Wow. That drawing is awesome.

And you're not alone at all. Trust me. ·Hugs you·

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Xikrai the Risen
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Wed Oct 20, 2004 @ 02:59am

Cute picture, I love it. I'm working on realism in art class right now. Drawing from a photo of and my mom from my infancy. I'll try to get it on here when I'm done.

System-Failure
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Wed Oct 20, 2004 @ 03:06am

Lovely picture!
^____^
I like the pink'ness of it

Aww.
Hopefully you'll figure stuff out m'deareh.
Just don't strain yourself. Relationships shouldn't be about that. x__o;
I've promised myself that I won't try to rely on my partner all too much in my next relationship because I'm afraid of being let down a lot.
Poo.
Relationships are so sucky sometimes. .___.
But I wouldn't call them a waste of emotion. Everything has its ups and downs after all! (:
-Hugs!-

hana-chan
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Wed Oct 20, 2004 @ 09:06pm

*pet pet*

This makes me sad. sad I thought you two were really good together.

Dallen
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Wed Oct 20, 2004 @ 10:29pm

I'm sorry, that is sad crying Still, hanging around when things aren't going to work is the worst thing possible ... I unfortunately know this from experience stare I'm terrible about ending things. Good luck though heart I'll be sending positive karma your way! 3nodding

Saint Valentine
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Wed Oct 20, 2004 @ 11:17pm

I'm telling you, if you just start killing people, your life will be better. You gotta be sneaky about it though.

[Lo]
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Thu Oct 21, 2004 @ 12:40am

>ww< Well i really hope he get's the diploma and everything works out, i'm sure you guys will think of something. ::has never been in a relationship::

anyways.. i really like the picture you've drawn. realism rocks!

[Feather]s Soul
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Thu Oct 21, 2004 @ 12:50am

Good luck in life... That's the only thing that comes to mind/

iFake Orgasms
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Thu Oct 21, 2004 @ 01:41am

I just hope you did what you felt was right and not what your logical mind says. Because sometimes, listening to your gut instinct and your heart is better than any reason on earth.

P.S.: Cool drawing!

A Divine Soul
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Thu Oct 21, 2004 @ 01:45am

Agh...That sucks...
I hate being alone myself.

But, You will have to see what happens. If it happens, It happens, You cannot change the past.

Romantica
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Thu Oct 21, 2004 @ 02:45am

Your drawing is nice and pink-toned! heart It's cute as well.

Relationships are hard, for sure. That's why it takes work for them to grow.. even mine right now is at its dead end and I'm wondering if he even likes me anymore. :/

But, anyhoo, you aren't alone. *Hugs*

BlewPhyre
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Thu Oct 21, 2004 @ 11:15pm

I like the drawing. I don't know if it's any good when putting how you actually look into perspective, but as for the drawing, I like it a lot. You have good shading. *pretending to know about art*

But as for your boyfriend troubles, I have foun that sometimes taking a break from eachother helps. I know that doesn't always work, but in this case it might because you still want to be together so much. A break because of what's happening to you is different than a break because you're fighting.

Good luck. heart

ShadowDancers
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Fri Oct 22, 2004 @ 12:23am

Hana- Chea... I know... T_____T

[Lo]- O.O That's surprising, but Thanks for the advice! ^^

Blewphyre- T______T Thanks for saying that! Really helped me think of it as another prospective.... You're right that at least I didn't break up with him over a fight. :]

MamaCatt
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Fri Oct 22, 2004 @ 06:54pm

Yeah...who knows...maybe your paths will cross again during a better time for you both! heart I hope ya feel better soon *huggles*

~ kiss_me_im_punk ~
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Mon Nov 15, 2004 @ 07:46pm

CUTE PICTURE URRRRCaPiTaL lOcKs I hAtE tHeM .It makes me think realy

Phantom_Boo
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Wed Nov 17, 2004 @ 01:33am

Ouch, so sad...Man if only...YOU MAKIN ME CRY HERE GIRL*Tears*.....*Sniff, sniff*... gonk

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