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It's temporary Until my quest is over, but that could change if so many people want this shop permanant.
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ShadowDancers
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. Breakdown .
Okay, I was going to make a really sad entry, but some problems changed, so I not going to angst. xP

But yea, Um, b/f problems seem to be better... ^_____^;; Oh gawd I wish I could be in his arms sometime soon. I really miss someone holding me. TT______TT neh... But I don't think any of that would happen anytime soon.

Anyway, I almost busted out in tears today because I was on the way to work, and I saw this couple that were holding hands. I was thinking to myself, Gawd! I can't even feel "that" anymore. I didn't realize, but when I got close enough to where I could actually see them, They were lesbians.~ That surprised me a bit, because I rarely see any lesbians around. There are a lot more gays. *nodnod* Ok, well when they came near me they let go of each others hands. I couldn't believe that! They would hold back on holding hands because of society. THIS IS SO LAME! I hate society! They gotta make it so that everything has to be "right" Well what the hell is right? If TWO people LOVE each other, LET THEM BE! I mean s**t. It made me feel bad, because I'm NOT the type of person bashing on homosexuals. They automatically Assumed that I was like "them" Well DAMN, Society makes me feel bad. Thanks a lot....

I wish that Homos could walk around without being afraid or scared. I mean, to me for example. Imagine walking down a street and you stopped holding your significant other's hands or stop holding them, because you were "afraid" of other people thinking you're weird. Or something. That's so stupid. Love is Love, never hold back because of something else.






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hana-chan
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Sun Oct 17, 2004 @ 08:48am


Something you might want to consider:

Maybe the couple was just shy. I mean, when Nate and I started going out, I'd drop his hand when we'd see people walking towards us. I was just shy to be going out with anyone. So maybe it's not as bad as you think. ^_^


Xikrai the Risen
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Sun Oct 17, 2004 @ 02:11pm


I'm shameless when holding someone's hands out in public. Feel proud of what you're doing hehe. It doesn't matter what everyone else thinks. It's not like you know exactly what they're thinking anyways


goddess_ami
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Sun Oct 17, 2004 @ 04:18pm


Its awesome that you empathize so well with the people you saw.

Its sounds like your really hurting over this guy, but think about this: sometimes you have to give yourself what your not going to get from someone else. Why don't you take a hot bath with a cold drink and relax a little. Buy a comic or paint your toenails. wink Pamper.


Romantica
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Sun Oct 17, 2004 @ 04:54pm


It's sad how people can't express how they feel these days. A lot of homosexuals back then were actually tied to poles and stoned to death or beaten just because they showed their affection in public, and that sort of rubs off on today as well. We don't show hatred by beating them up, but instead we use verbal insults which can be equally belittling to their sexual preference. I'm a hetero myself, but I do take into consideration what others enjoy, and I'm glad you do the same. 3nodding


iFake Orgasms
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Mon Oct 18, 2004 @ 08:21am


Yeah! I hate that society deems it wrong for people of the same gender to LOVE each other THAT way.


FlowerOfLife
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Mon Oct 18, 2004 @ 09:39pm


I don't mind hand holding, but I'm not usually fond of seeing ANY type of sexual preferenced type of person to show a lot of public affection. It just grosses me out. I'm more for private affection, let 'em do what they want there. (:


Akechi-kun
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Mon Oct 18, 2004 @ 10:33pm


I'm glad things with you and your boyfriend worked out, SD. ^^ Hopefully he'll be holding you sometime soon.

And, as for lesbians, I could care less. They can kiss, hold hands, and hug in public and I wouldn't care. It's the making out, and the whole sex thing. xp Weird, man.


Sutefi
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Mon Oct 18, 2004 @ 11:02pm


Mmm! They could be shy! ^^ I used to do that.. when I saw people.. I'd go red and drop his hand.. ^^;; but I do know what you mean.. they shouldn't be shy about who they are!


[Lo]
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Tue Oct 19, 2004 @ 12:36am


Hmmm... maybe they were close friends? ><;

Anyways, homosexual people are really nice, sometimes my gay friends are nicer to me then my straight friends, and there way better to share secrets or tell problems with.

I think it's wrong the way society keeps us from being happy, since happiness is important and all.


System-Failure
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Tue Oct 19, 2004 @ 11:27pm


Yay!
I'm glad yer entry wasn't all sad like it was gonna be.
Sadness is baaaaad. D:

I'm assuming you and your boyfriend live far apart?
I always hated being in a long distance relationship just cause of the fact that I could never be with the person when I liked.
Distance is a beetch. :/


ShadowDancers
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Wed Oct 20, 2004 @ 02:28am


hana- Maybe... but if that wasn't the case, I still think that society shouldn't make homos feel that way. ^^;;

SF- Actually, nope he lives 10 blocks away from my house. He's just too busy all the time... T_____T


Disconnectedv2.0
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Wed Oct 20, 2004 @ 11:44pm


Heh, I've never known the touch, kiss etc even though weve been dating for 2 months. Don't give him up though because you love him and he loves you. The only wasted emotion is hate through the use of stereotypes.


[ t r i s s i c a ]
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Sun Nov 14, 2004 @ 08:39am


Hope things go well with your Boyfreind and all.


This world just keeps goin down the drain yknow?
People discriminate and hate because they feel that they should feel strong andproud and important that there are poeple that are not as good as them. My pholosiphy on why poeple hate and discriminate. Another thing. Why doesn't society discriminate or hate heterosexuals? Religion? Is it because "it is the way it is meant to be"? If hetrosexuals get rights shouldn't homosecuals gain rights? It even says in the USA amendment thingy majiggy. All humans are equal under gods eyes. SO why aren't homosexuals.
O well Thats my blabber :/


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