you know, i am very glad that jon and i are back to being best friends. we talk more and hang out more now that we are and that makes me really happy. 3nodding we even talked about our friends and how some of their decissions are not the best. brandon s. and todd want me to go parting with them and say i will have a lot of fun. brandon said they will protect me and make sure that nothing happens. i want to trust them, but stuff that they do there (i am not going to give any specifics), i know for a fact they would go off and be having fun and would end up leaving me by myself. now normally they would make sure that i was ok, but i know that going to the parties they go to they wouldn't. plus jon has told me some info. that they did not tell me and i thought that they would tell me just about everything. i can't believe that they wouldn't tell info that would be important for to go with them. sweatdrop they use to tell me things and now they don't, plus every time i talk to them they are always talking about parting and when i say that i am not going they get disappointed and todd got upset last time. i feel as if i have to pick between my best friends. i don't wanna pick!! cry jon says he is going to talk to brandon and todd about this (i don't really want him to) and tell them that no means no and to stop getting upset at me. shane also agrees with jon and me about the parties and that they would go off and leave me. i told shane and jon that i would not go unless one or both of them go (both).
 prongsk · Mon May 16, 2005 @ 11:18pm · 7 Comments |
