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Well, here I am, back and writing... just like I said I would, but this time, I feel guilty and stupid. I'm a friggin thirteen year old and I hate killing God's helpless creatures, even if it is a baby mouse that may very well carry the most deadly diseases... Today, my parents caught a baby mouse in a spider glue trap. It had it's legs and it's snout stuck in the sticky glue. My brother took it outside and a cup of oil so we can remove the mouse from the spider trap. He poured the oil next to the mouse's nose which was stuck. The mouse went limp a few seconds later and I knew we had killed it even though our intentions were to save it. crying I feel so stupid for all of the guilt I have, but I can't help it. Yah, I know creatures like mice die everyday, but I'm not the one usually killing them. Geez, this is ridiculous of me... (To whoever is reading this [if anyone's reading this]: I do have a very soft spot for animals, and I can be such a baby when I watch them die or suffer. Please don't think little of me from this entry... cry )