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Is it Fear, or is it Depression? |
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<center>thought of the.. week?
often the pains, cobined and massed into a single, massive heardache, growing gradualy from a slow, steady ache; with each new day, and each new stress, it grows untill it is unbarable any longer, your fragile soul cracking ansd splitting beneith the pressure, untill you snap and must release this.
insanity? no.
its nature. people try to be strong, try to hold their own, afraid of what others will think, or saying something that could change their life, and the lives of those they touch. yet, many, when they seek someone else to releave this anger, and this pain, before it is too much for them to bare, are often considered of the mentally ill, or those who complain alot, and these people who look down on those with the common sense to seek help, often hold no respect for the Shrinks.
if you think about it, Shrinks are the strongest people imaginable, have the toughest job imaginable.
on their shoulders lays the heavy burden beyond what many can only imagin. there is the trust of those people that come to them, the strength to stand tall, and to hold these secrets and burdens, and to even help the person. these people have an anormous responsibility, and must be mentaly stable in their own issues, and able to handle the pains of not only their worlds, but the pains of those who seek them out.
but that still doesnt mean i'll go to one.
i am a bit worried. right now, Smith is running around with a copy of my written work, and Lt. Mathews is runnen around with some of my art... its makin me a bit nervous.. plus my fav necklace broke, and my second-fave necklace is with the Chief's kid.. oh well. i am tryin to chill out. no sign of Dabby, Myk has barely been on, and Housecat keeps gettin on at like 3 am...
i embarise myself. too much.. WAY too often, at least... i wish i wouldnt be so stupid. i hate acting on impulse..
i almost broke Jimmy Sutherland's nose.. OR Sully, as i may call him, jus so you know.. i have a new theme song!! its "Welcome to My Life" by Simple Plan. its a really good song. check it out. the link is http://search.launch.yahoo.com/search/lsearch/all?p=welcome+to+my+life if you want to listen to it online without downloadin it. its a good song. thats all for now.. if i have somethin new, i'll update later.
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 Silver_Flame118 · Sat Oct 16, 2004 @ 11:30pm · 0 Comments |
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