.... well today was a weird day. i mean is seemed like normal, but i felt detached from everything else. i was there and understanding everything, but at times i dont' know i just had this really weird feeling. in math class for example, i did the homework assingement that was 1-37, cause thats what it said on the homework board. now the thing is the teacher forgot to write in "odd" so i did all the problems instead of just the odd ones. and apparently i was the only one this happened to. at lunch i normaly eat with three of my friends, but today all three were gone at a test, so i sat there alone eatting lunch which is never fun. all day i kept having a weird feeling that somthing was about to happen, but nothing ever did. and i felt that maybe if i didn't act kinda crazy sometimes that no one would knowtice me, or even say hi. so my friends wonder when i see them in the halls why i wave my arms and say hi, its cause i know that if i don't, they wont even give me a smile, cause they just don't see me. i know i need a good amout of attention, but i feel that sometimes i get it for the wrong reasons, like freeking out, and making people laugh, or being in an argument where its me and then everyone else is on the other side just cause its me. and its not like i'm mean or anything..... i don't know, like i've said it was a weird day, hopefully tomarrow will be better.
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