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ok. i deleted this post so a person wouldnt read it bu t meh. i really dont care ne more. i just hope they dont get mad at me. or sad :


Non Prescription Morphine 6-21-07

My purpose is defeated
You think you are just my medicine
When your not.

You’re more than that
Much much more.

You are the reason that I wake,
The reason that I am still here,
The reason for me.

Yet you think you are nothing.
You think that I use you, only
To feel better.

What happen to all of the times,
All the times I told you I love you?

Did it not matter,
All those times I told you
And yet they didn’t mean a thing.

All those times I told you
I love you! I can only do so much,
I can only say so much.

The more you say
“I am only your medicine,
Only your morphine.”
The more I think.

The more I begin to think
That maybe that’s all you want to be.

You don’t realize how much you mean to me.
You don’t seem to know,
How much I would do for you.

I can only hope that what I’ve
Thought, what I have felt
And what you felt for me is true.