I've been thinking about a friend of mine, one that left a little while ago. Even though I recently met someone (a cocky sonofabitch, mind you) and he tried to cheer me up/take my mind of my friend, he just kinda made me sink into a HUGE STATE OF DEPRESSION. So, I was listening to all the songs I love by Celldweller, Criss Angel, Creed and whatnot and almost cried at almost every song because almost every song reminded me of either my friend himself or the situation I'm in because of him leaving or something else entirely! Yet somehow I feel better now for listening to Celldweller and Criss Angel mainly, and I guess it's because it helps to know there are people who have had even remotely similar problems and have the guts to share it with the population.
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Tragedy
Here I lie
In a lost and lonely
Part of town
Held in time
Ina world of tears
I slowly drown
Going home
And I just can't make it
All alone
When I really should be
Holdin' you
Holdin' you
Lovin' you
Lovin' you
Tragedy
When the feeling's gone
And you can't go on
It's tragedy
When the morning cries
And you don't know why
It's hard to bear
With no one to love you
you're going nowhere
Tragedy
when you loose control
And you've got no soul
It's tragedy
When the morning cries
And you don't know why
It's hard to bear
With no one beside you
You're going nowhere
~Celldweller~
(I was going to say by ~Bee Gees~ which the original was, but I could feel my eardrums bleeding after I listened to the non-Celldweller version...)
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What If?
...
I know I can't hold the hate inside my mind
'Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life
So I'll just ask a question
A lonely simple question
I'll just ask one question
What if?
...
What if your words could be judged like a crime?
...
~Creed~
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Darkest Day
Why aren't you here?
Why does life seem so unclear?
You were strength
In my darkest days
Now how can I face the world
Alone?
...
Forgive my negetivity
This world's so cold and empty
They say that time will heal the pain
But I know
I'll never be the same
Without you
I need you here
God tell me why?
My friend is gone
My friend is gone
And I'd give up forever to be with you
So tell me why
My friend is gone?
All that I am is due to you
Can't you see
That you live in me?
Eternally I will always be
Connecting and reflecting
To your memory
Can you see me?
Can you feel me?
Can you hear me?
Can you heal me?
I can't take this
I can't fake this
I can't shake this
Life that's so unfair
I need you here...
Please...
~Angeldust~
(Criss and Klayton before Celldweller and also on Criss Angel: System 1 in the Trilogy)
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Under My Feet
So this is how it feels to suffer
And I had so much to say~~~~~~~
But it's over now
And I'm going down
Alone
...
~Celldweller~
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Higher
I'm guided to another world
Time and Time
Again
at sunrise
I fight to stay asleep
'Cause I don't wanna leave
The comfort
Of this place
'Cuase there's a hunger
Longin' to escape
From the life I live
When I'm
A~~~wake
...
Although I
Would like our world to change
It helps me to
Appreaciate
Those nights and those dreams
But my friend
I'd sacrifice all those nights
If I could make
My life and those
Dreams the same
The only
Difference is
To let love
Replace
All our hate
...
~Creed~
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Fear
I live in the past
I can't move one beyond the pain
I feel no relief
I wanna find my piece of mind
...
~Angeldust~
(Also on Criss Angel: System 1 in the Trilogy)
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Inside Us All
When I'm all alone
And no one else is there
Waiting by the phone
To remind me I'm still here
When shadows paint the scenes
Where spotlights use to fall
And I'm left wondering
Is it really worth it all?
...
Life can hold you down
When you're not looking out
Can't you hear the sounds
Hearts beating out loud
Although the names change
Inside we're all the same
Why can't we tear down the walls,
And show the scars we're covering?
...
~Creed~
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Frozen
...
How long
Will I be here
Without you near
Because I'm
So cold
Break them first
Or I'll get broken
S'not what I was
Told
Now I'm
So cold
I'm
So cold
So
Cold
...
~Celldweller~
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Love to Klayton, Criss and Scott for all their unknown help.
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Tragedy
Here I lie
In a lost and lonely
Part of town
Held in time
Ina world of tears
I slowly drown
Going home
And I just can't make it
All alone
When I really should be
Holdin' you
Holdin' you
Lovin' you
Lovin' you
Tragedy
When the feeling's gone
And you can't go on
It's tragedy
When the morning cries
And you don't know why
It's hard to bear
With no one to love you
you're going nowhere
Tragedy
when you loose control
And you've got no soul
It's tragedy
When the morning cries
And you don't know why
It's hard to bear
With no one beside you
You're going nowhere
~Celldweller~
(I was going to say by ~Bee Gees~ which the original was, but I could feel my eardrums bleeding after I listened to the non-Celldweller version...)
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What If?
...
I know I can't hold the hate inside my mind
'Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life
So I'll just ask a question
A lonely simple question
I'll just ask one question
What if?
...
What if your words could be judged like a crime?
...
~Creed~
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Darkest Day
Why aren't you here?
Why does life seem so unclear?
You were strength
In my darkest days
Now how can I face the world
Alone?
...
Forgive my negetivity
This world's so cold and empty
They say that time will heal the pain
But I know
I'll never be the same
Without you
I need you here
God tell me why?
My friend is gone
My friend is gone
And I'd give up forever to be with you
So tell me why
My friend is gone?
All that I am is due to you
Can't you see
That you live in me?
Eternally I will always be
Connecting and reflecting
To your memory
Can you see me?
Can you feel me?
Can you hear me?
Can you heal me?
I can't take this
I can't fake this
I can't shake this
Life that's so unfair
I need you here...
Please...
~Angeldust~
(Criss and Klayton before Celldweller and also on Criss Angel: System 1 in the Trilogy)
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Under My Feet
So this is how it feels to suffer
And I had so much to say~~~~~~~
But it's over now
And I'm going down
Alone
...
~Celldweller~
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Higher
I'm guided to another world
Time and Time
Again
at sunrise
I fight to stay asleep
'Cause I don't wanna leave
The comfort
Of this place
'Cuase there's a hunger
Longin' to escape
From the life I live
When I'm
A~~~wake
...
Although I
Would like our world to change
It helps me to
Appreaciate
Those nights and those dreams
But my friend
I'd sacrifice all those nights
If I could make
My life and those
Dreams the same
The only
Difference is
To let love
Replace
All our hate
...
~Creed~
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Fear
I live in the past
I can't move one beyond the pain
I feel no relief
I wanna find my piece of mind
...
~Angeldust~
(Also on Criss Angel: System 1 in the Trilogy)
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Inside Us All
When I'm all alone
And no one else is there
Waiting by the phone
To remind me I'm still here
When shadows paint the scenes
Where spotlights use to fall
And I'm left wondering
Is it really worth it all?
...
Life can hold you down
When you're not looking out
Can't you hear the sounds
Hearts beating out loud
Although the names change
Inside we're all the same
Why can't we tear down the walls,
And show the scars we're covering?
...
~Creed~
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Frozen
...
How long
Will I be here
Without you near
Because I'm
So cold
Break them first
Or I'll get broken
S'not what I was
Told
Now I'm
So cold
I'm
So cold
So
Cold
...
~Celldweller~
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Love to Klayton, Criss and Scott for all their unknown help.
