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it was awesome it was me and my gf anniversory but *sigh* i think i was to close plus she wont kiss me i love her to death but she wont believe me... idk i believe she likes me allot but probly not love me and i no i shouldnt expect her to but ive been real depressed at school only cuz were tryin to keep it secret and i always want her in my arms its greedy and i no its me and i should give her a break god im such a horrible boyfriend shell probly break up with me and ill be alone forever crying i wont go out with another person but theres allot better for her then me i dont even deserve her damn she even makes me want to live confused i love her and she doesnt even no how much shell never no mabe sean is better for her or who ever else she likes i want her to be happy i want to hurt mehself even kill meh self right now mabe i even have the courage to finally but i promised to not hurt myself and im loyal and i love meh girlfriend to much to die i hope i go to hell and perish for being such a greedy a** jerk i hope she doesnt read this shell probly think its her fault and its not she a perfect angel whos hot , smart , funny and a good drawler but she wont believe me if you are reading this no its not ur fault im jst ******** up in the head
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